I suffer in silence
I bury it deep inside
shut myself down
shut everyone out
I'm slowly getting around
Everythings been bottled up
it's raging to get out
it's overtaking my head
make it stop, it's so loud.
It's a raging inferno
with a brilliant green/white light
that hypnotizes...it draws me in.
The demon consumes me
everything flows out.
A ocean of emotion
loud as thunder.
Floods of feelings
hits me like a ton of bricks.
I can't breathe, my head is spinning...
wildly...dangerously out of control.
The demon smiles, he laughs at me,
taunts me with images...
I shrink back in fear
Afraid of what the next moment has in store for me.
Just as quick the demon lets go
sits back and waits in the shadows
watching...waiting for me to give in so he can let loose again.
He wants to take over completely, wants me to let
go of my grip on sanity...
Someone help me before it's to late.