Free as I will ever be
I'm my own worst enemy
Stuck in my own prison
Held there by my own doom
Sealed by my own fate
I can't find a way out
All alone with my hate
No way in or out
No door or window
No way to breathe
No way to speak
No way to see
Why won't you help me?
No way to be
No way to dream
No way to hope
No way to have faith
Forever deemed to the darkness
I will be
No way to save me
why bother to try
I have no will that you will see
Don't judge me
You haven't seen
You haven't felt
You haven't feared
You aren't in my head
You can't read my thoughts
You can't hear my screams
You can't see my tears
Free as I will ever be
I'm my own worst enemy
Stuck in my own prison
Held there by my own doom
Sealed by my own fate