Father I miss you,the tears I couldn't hold back as I leaned over to kiss you.Knowing you were near death,I could only stand watching,weeping,as you took your last breath.My mood,my world all turned black.The anger I felt,just wanted more time,wanted you back.My love for life died with you,my heart,my soul,now painted blue.The years that have passed,this hurt,it lasts and lasts.Time doesnt heal all wounds,the pain I feel,the anger still looms.You were my mentor,always my hero.Listen to me now,this thing I know.It cant take away the pain,and sometimes I still cry,but even though you have made your way to Heaven,I will always hold you in my heart,this place,where Angels never die......