Don't want to believe this is the end.
Too much and too complicated to start again.

Every single love seems intoxicating,
but for that feel good always ends with heart breaking.

Scream out for you to hold me through,
but it seems yet again another had no rules.

Though I was never perfect and had done the same I'm afraid of,
...I still foolishly find beauty and dig deeper for love.

Alone will I sit in solitude forever being drained,
for I know this last love will leave me insane.