Reflecting on my past and all that mattered...
some solid foundations and some remain tattered...
the stains of my choices are littered throughout...
the trails that define me are rewarded with doubt....

with nothing to show i add up the sum....
Of all that I've been through and what I've become....
This makes me doubt my mind and my soul....
Still Tempered within and losing control...

I want to surrender this life that remains....
Defeating my demons, emotions and pains....
I'm sure to find peace from this torment i shelter...
But the truth Thats inside me wont break or alter...

Cause in my dark State a light burns within...
life is worth living but How to begin....
I Will not lay down to die Where you left me...
My purpose and Will has set life free...