I envy the life that once defined me...
My family and friends the time i was free....
The choices i made had lead me that way...
By things i had done and What i would say....

Most of my actions were honoured and true...
Praises were plenty, my regrets were few....
Nothing could stop me or stand in my way...
Life held more meaning in each promised day...

These thoughts that taunt me on you i wish not....
Somewhere in my journey somehow i forgot...
The values that taught me the right from wrong...
My morals unwavering by What came along....

But life must have balance and not Just one way...
Like night has Its purpose but gives way to day...
Accepting the change and wanting to grow....
Its not How you've failed but use What you KNOW...