Are you relieved
or do you feel pain
from whats happened
what was there to gain

all my life
I've been looking for you
someone smart, sweet, and beautiful
that i could talk to

this enduring pain
of the torment in my heart
makes me wonder why you said yes in the start

but I'm glad
that you gave me a chance
instead of looking past
without even a glance

i wish
that it wouldn't reach an end
but i will always see you as
more than just a friend

i hope you can see me
as you did when you said yes
because right now my heart is low
and cannot plummet any less