There's a hole in my heart that may never heal
It hurts as it beats for the loss that I feel
I loved you so much with a love that was true,
but it wasn't enough to stop you being blue.

You say you want "normal" and happiness too,
Maybe to stand up and say the 'I do"?
But normal is fallacy, true love is rare,
It's easy to lust. to need and to care.

To find some one real to stand by your side,
To stay with you when you've been sneaky and lied?
That's something that only once you will find
for anything else its just a trick of the mind.

You'll look back in the future and see what you've lost,
And then you will know a cowards true cost.
Your friends and your family all claim to care,
But just look around you and tell me who's there?

Now we are lonely, empty, bereft,
Look to the future and see what is left.
A house that's no home, possessions and more,
A gaping heart wound that's bleeding and sore.

You don't want me back, how deep that does cut,
So now I must see and secure that door shut
I will move into the arms of another,
For in the next week I'll take me a lover.

I will always love you, so deep and so true,
But I know it is nonsense waiting for you.
I deserved to be loved, to be held and be cherished,
Your fantasy world made reality perish.

I've given you this poem as a last chance to see,
If there's a future for you being with me?
To make it easy for indecisive you
Just simply do nothing and I'll know were through.


No answer no mail no visit no call,
Then I'll know for real we've lost it all.
I've laid out my heart now I can't do any more,
But to move on from you and bang shut the door.

We cannot choose who we love and hold dear,
But if there's no future i don't want you near.
We never will speak or come in contact again
I cant take the hurt or handle the pain.

So make your decision and hold to it fast,
consider this poem for this chance is your last.
I think I know the answer as I sigh
that this in reality is my last goodbye.