I've ben staring at this blank page for hours thinking of something to write, something happy, something I cant even pretend is true. I have a love and I have a good home. I just have so much pain inside. From what I hear about me to what is going to happen when I hear to much. people take my laugh seriously but when im laughing on the outside im crying in the inside. it hurts so bad to laugh when all I want to do is scream. I guess im so bundled up in myself and my own pain I don't notice one else's. am I selfish? am I the only one focused more on me, but is it bad?
ladyjewelDurban, KwaZulu-Natal South AfricaMay 7, 2013
always write whats in your heart, if you feel sad then write sad, if you feel like screaming then scream on the paper. Sometimes it helps to just get it out into the universe and set it free, and then go back and read, maybe reading it wil help to understand the pain inside, and remember it now longer has power for it is in the light and exposed for all to see
Be safe sweet lady and maybe tomorrow you wilk wake with a smile, sometimes you need to be selfish to heal Always look towards the light never back, take the part you learnt and leave the rest behind
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Sometimes it helps to just get it out into the universe and set it free, and then go back and read, maybe reading it wil help to understand the pain inside, and remember it now longer has power for it is in the light and exposed for all to see
Be safe sweet lady and maybe tomorrow you wilk wake with a smile, sometimes you need to be selfish to heal
Always look towards the light never back, take the part you learnt and leave the rest behind