Torn up inside,what happened to my pride,im dead inside.

Everyday is never ending,my heart is broken and needs some mending.

Strengh i used to pride myself on,what do I do now that its all gone.

There was a time when no one could tempt me,but that time has passed and my willpower has left me.

Memeries fade and smiles are fake,why does it seem all people want to do is take.

I give and give and ask for nothing back,I just want to see her smile but she makes my heart crack.

Saying things that im not sure if she means,I think she cares but not much it seems.

Pushing everyone away has become a huge part of my life,a cold heart and emptyness has become my wife.

Surrounded by negative all day and night,dont see any posative within my sight.

I guess theres some but its clouded over by lost hope,I wanna play a game of hangman now where is my rope.

I wont go that far I still have some faith intact,but after doing what is right for so long would anyone blame me if i mentally crack.

THE END