Can this be LOVE?!?
I'm dying a little inside each day,
Why can't thoughts of you just go away.
I need to feel your arms around me,
I need more why can't you see.
This twisted relationship is eating me alive,
Why did i ever take the dive?
How did we get here and what happens now,
I just need you to tell me how
How could you forget me and just walk away,
After everything we been through why won't you stay??
Please baby I'm dying I need you more than ever,
Why is it when i need you most it feels like your gone forever?
I need your love so bad it hurts just to breathe,
When I think your ignoring me i want to heave,
I want to break your jewelery you sent,
I hate all the effort and time that I spent.
I wasted all this time loving you,
And now I'm ready to just say we are through.
Please call me baby and tell me everything will be alright,
I need to hear your voice and just say goodnight.
A year loving a stranger I met randomly online,
Pining and wishing he could really be mine.....
Be careful who you fall for or this could happen to you,
Oh god I love him whatever shall i do?
Pictures and phone calls are not the same,
As meeting in person its such a shame.
After a year of loving him we haven't spoken in awhile,
I miss his voice so much and especially his smile.
what is going to happen? Who can tell me?
I guess i will just have to wait and see.
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Posted: Feb 2014
About this poem:
This poem is the first poem I have written in 6 years. I used to write avidly until I got writers block, but I guess its cured. Just needed to feel heart broken to write again I guess. This is a true poem. I actually fell in love with someone I met online. But after a year of communicating every day, something changed. He still texts me that he loves me occassionally but we haven't actually spoken in a couple of months.... :'(
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