Can this be LOVE?!?

I'm dying a little inside each day,
Why can't thoughts of you just go away.
I need to feel your arms around me,
I need more why can't you see.
This twisted relationship is eating me alive,
Why did i ever take the dive?
How did we get here and what happens now,
I just need you to tell me how
How could you forget me and just walk away,
After everything we been through why won't you stay??
Please baby I'm dying I need you more than ever,
Why is it when i need you most it feels like your gone forever?
I need your love so bad it hurts just to breathe,
When I think your ignoring me i want to heave,
I want to break your jewelery you sent,
I hate all the effort and time that I spent.
I wasted all this time loving you,
And now I'm ready to just say we are through.
Please call me baby and tell me everything will be alright,
I need to hear your voice and just say goodnight.
A year loving a stranger I met randomly online,
Pining and wishing he could really be mine.....
Be careful who you fall for or this could happen to you,
Oh god I love him whatever shall i do?
Pictures and phone calls are not the same,
As meeting in person its such a shame.
After a year of loving him we haven't spoken in awhile,
I miss his voice so much and especially his smile.
what is going to happen? Who can tell me?
I guess i will just have to wait and see.
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Posted: Feb 2014
About this poem:
This poem is the first poem I have written in 6 years. I used to write avidly until I got writers block, but I guess its cured. Just needed to feel heart broken to write again I guess. This is a true poem. I actually fell in love with someone I met online. But after a year of communicating every day, something changed. He still texts me that he loves me occassionally but we haven't actually spoken in a couple of months.... :'(

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Girlygirl196349
Beautifully written I'm so sorry for your pain .teddybear
txbreeze134
Thank you Girly. It actually doesnt hurt as much as it did at first. Havent cried in a few days so that's good. I'm past the hurt now and more into the numb phase. Oh well. Should have expected it. I live in tx and he lives out in cali.... blues
Girlygirl196349
Once again I'm sorry we all seem to be suffering on here I'm going through a break up from a man I met online alo must say It was a truthful yet beautiful written poem my best to you I hope to read more of your poems in the near futureteddybear
txbreeze134
Thanks again. I have posted a couple of my older poems and plan to add a few more. I will try to put a couple newer ones up but I have had writers block for several years. Just wrote that as I typed it. I was just surprised how easily it came out. Yay for me lol.

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orientalkoru
Beautiful sentiments....a lot of us here can relate to how you are feeling. LDRs are never easy whether you met online or offline. I agree with you totally...pictures and phone calls are not the same as meeting in person... Love does cannot exist on words alone; without being physically together...it's just a figment of our dreams. Yet we suffer just the same during break-up...the same intensity of pain and hurt. Thank you for sharing...Take your time, let your wound heal naturally...love can be found...I am married to one I met here...and I can honestly say it may feel we've known each other very well online...but we were just strangers really and only got to really learn to know each other when we finally got together. It can be a struggle but have faith...the right one will come along. angel gift
txbreeze134
Thanks very much for you comment Oriental!! Much appreciated!!
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