Forever Guilty

by ToolerAthy, Kildare, Ireland

Mar 2014 320 Views 2 comments

Forever Guilty

I can’t believe I keep doing it
What is it that makes me?
Am I driven to hurt
Just because I have been hurt
Had my heart broken
Life destroyed

I keep pushing those away
Who want to be with me.
What am I trying to find?
What can fill that hole?

God only knows
Because I can’t figure it out anymore
I had it in my hand
But I couldn’t stop
It slipping through my fingers.

Now I am lost
Without her,
Her warmth, her passion, her love.

Forever guilty, forever trapped.

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Posted: Mar 2014

About this poem:

I wrote this when my last relationship broke up. I was heartbroken as I felt it was all my fault. Time has healed and I have learned to realise there very strong reasons for my decision and I am happier for it. It has made me stronger