why do i know im losing my spirit it falls from me im starting to hate me i could never be like you im falling apart every day now there's no one that could understand my life feels so empty i feel like this life wasn't ment for me god is so wonderful to make people but why was i made waking up every day now with a dream that will never come true i have so much regret and pain just for me to even know me god im falling apart every moment ill never be happy again