When you text me on your phone
I wonder if your scared or just alone

You say your kind of shy
thats probably a lie
your most likely with
some other guy

You say you love me but I know you don't
your just saying that because you hope that I won't

when you tell me your cold and lonely yal had a fight
always ignoring me by day and texting me at night

you always seem nice to me
when you want some money
you then laugh at my jokes
then tell me there funny

you tease me saying soon
playing me like a cartoon

telling me what I want to hear
acting like you want me near

I see through you with every line
yet I still wish you would be mine

Why must I wait
why must I hate

and all for your sake
seeing what I can take
testing me
while i'm real
your just fake


I'm just a tool
a mere stepping stool

I understand that you seek happiness and he was what you sought
I was always there hinting asking but, you didn't care what I thought

Well its over now i'm threw done
you can actually laugh now you won

Its over I say over
ti'll I look over my shoulder
your there a huge weight
like a gigantic bolder
while your feeling warmer
i'm feeling colder
why can't this
just be over

while your relaxed sleeping soundly
i'm stuck with my self made hell of misery

You say your scared
that your not prepared

I want to let you go but, I can't
thats why I went on this stupidly insane rant

I'm there for you while your not for me
I wonder if thats how its supposed to be