I stare into the eyes of a woman and i feel okay.
I sit and ponder for hours just thinking of everything i feel inside
that i want to share.
I realize that my heart is still beating but it honestly feels like i am floating in the clouds of love.
I start to feel tears begin to fall from my deep green eyes
as i see that my openness has become a complete must.
If i could talk like i feel so deep in my heart filled with love and sweet affection maybe she would understand that i am the one.
It hurts still to know that she is my honest real true love because
i just can never find the words to say.
I get on my knees and begin to pray and ask The Good Lord to give me
the ability to say those magic three words that everyone knows.
And suddenly it comes out and i kind of shout it "I love you!"
And all she can do is just look at me and smile.
In the back of my mind i keep asking myself does she even feel the same way.
And then i wake up and i realize it was all a dream and i have always wanted to experience the beautiful moment where we share a sensuous kiss and we walk off into the sunset but i know it will take everything i have to finally say it...
But in this moment here with myself the only place i wanna be is there with her.
Is she a metaphor for an emotion i am searching for inside of myself
i have no clue but this is my openness revealing my desperate cries
to finally be safe and warm with that special lady that i will love forever and the final question is..
Will i ever find her?