friends have become a thing of the past.
people come and people go they never last.
there around to party and have a blast.
but when you need them they disappear fast.

no more loyalty no more respect.
i was dealing with lames what did i expect.
friends and family i would neglect
and my bad choices their lives it would affect.

Ive fulfilled everyone''s worst fears.no more hugs and no more cheers,just drugs and way to many beers
.i dont know whats going on in this brain. its caused tears and its caused pain.i think im going insane its hard to maintain,why am i out control with nothing to gain,tears flow like rain,Ive become a runaway train,move out of my way before you become one big blood stain