i am alone

i am with him but i am alone.
i love him but i am alone.

i tried to make him my Master,
He doesn't want the role.
i tried to be a good sub,
but failed all i tried.
i am alone.

Now i struggle to hide the sub in me,
the sub without a Master.
i love him but i am alone.

It is part of who i am
but not want he wants.
The core of my being must be denied.
I am alone.

my need to submit, to serve,
to please and cherish him.
He doesn't want it.
i love him but i am alone.

He doesn't take me,
use what i have offered.
He doesn't understand
my need of him.
i am alone.

i must accept this,
keep my tears to myself.
i am incomplete;
a sub without her Master.
i love him but i am alone.

i love him but i am alone