I knew I should leave him since the first time I knew what he did to me but like I told you I love him to a bit. He tried to keep his promise, at least that what I saw now. I knew I should think about it again, but now my brain felt like boiled. Can't think clearly. Thank you for the advice, will really think about it
Funny isn't it when we think we had that special one, we end up betrayed. I don't know what to do now, just need to think over it once again. Thank you
Thank you for your time. Actually I'm happy with him. But when I knew what he did, its broken my heart. I can forgive but its hard to forget. I know I need to think over it again and I try but now I'm in dead ends. Thank you once again, I will take time to think of it now
I've been thinking about that this few weeks. Like I wrote before, my heart said to stay but my brain wont accept that. Need to win the battle in my self so I can make the right decisions for me. Thank you for the advice, will really think about it
Yes I know what you mean. He already has a son from his ex and he paid child support for the child. I might be can guess why he want to be with me, cause I can't have kids cause I have this cancer and I don't want it too. That's why he insist with me.
The problem Ed, I ever promised to him and I always keep my promised. I already did things to make him angry but he's not angry at all.
Thank you Ed, I will think how to say good bye to him
Thank you Virgo, thank's too for the flower Maybe its true, he's kind of that guy but like I wrote I made a promise that I will never say good bye or leave him unless he's the one who say that to me. I always keep my promised. I tried a lot of things to make him angry to me and leave me but never work. In fact he's jobless for almost 2 years now, so he's no money at all but it doesn't not a big deal for me.
I had the same situation with you for almost a year now, struggled with cancer too, but now I'm healthy. And for almost a year too, the man that I met here always beside me, never leave me. Even I asked him several time to leave me cause I'm afraid my illness become worst.
And in your situation, I can think 2 reasons. One, he love you but he is afraid to get hurt and not ready if something worst happen. The other reason, he is not really love you. I guess, my point here, his love not strong enough for you.
Amy, you should stop to think about him. He don't deserve your time or your love. If he real, he won't play hide and seek like all this time. Let it go.
Lachi, Gosh, I miss you and Shay. Actually, the therapy not going well but I tried alternative medication and it help me survive until now. Now, I just feel lucky with my life.
Alfy, thank you for your input. I just shared this story cause it can be happen to anyone maybe include me But I knew my self very well, I'm a very old fashioned woman and once I've choose a man I plan to stay with him no matter what because it is my philosophy that love conquers all. Thank you once again
Hi Shay , I'm quite good for now, just wait and see what the result for next. Yes, these posted on FB by Terry Simbolo Reed, members of The Amazing Race Asia from Philippine. How are you Shay?
@vleles, Your hotel in Kuta? Its good, near the beach. You will be easy to find anything that you need there. Don't forget to visit Uluwatu, Tanah lot beach, ubud etc. Its a nice place too in Bali.
Help, need advice
Migsy,Thank you. Will try to do that