the night feels to good to sleep. its cool outside, you can hear the animals, you can walk around without so many eyes watching you, and lets be real,,,,, a lot less trafic to drive in. the night is free time. no expectations or demands. or i just simply cant sleep.
@ Charmingdaisy i was in a bad relationship before this one. and the sad part is that she wants to be alone to finish college, and doesnt know what she wants after that. i actualy help her with homework. but obviously not any more.
@ ChristinDew this is actualy the seconed time she has broken my heart. i wont give her a third oportunity. i have been friends with all of my exes. this is the only one i have ever cried over. it hurts like helll
if you ever have a neer death experience you will know what to do.
live every day as if it was your last and still create a beter future. love the time you do have. make a positive impact for as many people as you can.
i do enjoy life. but as fsr as friends... all of mine are in california. its easy for me to make new ones. well for now, i'm gonna go for a run through the park and enjoy the nice weather. thanx everyone for the input.
hiya bogart. the unknown future drives me. the "what if" can never be relevant if we take every opportunity. i make mistakes. but i do what i feel is right without regret. right now the pain i feel is deep. but i know this to shal pass.
i feel for ya. i am just getting over the first cold i have had in 8 years. colorado springs has a montra, "if you don't like the weather, wait 5 minutes" i hope you feel better soon.
people from all around the world on here. this has to be the largest clique in the universe. and like it or not, you are part of it. ive seen you posting sometimes. so don't run away. instead, stay and play!
i lost track of all the threads i started. i started one about a week ago about a girl who changed her mind from no to yes. i got back online 2 days later and the comments were out of control. keep an eye on yer thread or it will get tangled.
no drinking? cool. fix a comfort food from your child hood. relax and recharge from working then call everyone you know. go out with friends for a walk, run, movie, window shop... just have fun. and remember that when you get home..... you always have friends here.
i can raise and lower my body temperature. my body heals from wounds and broken bones faster than anyone i know. my immune system is insanely strong... i hardly ever get sick. my feet get cold 15 minutes before rain starts. i can diagnose and repiar just about anything with moving parts. i can make people laugh even in thier worst sorrowful times. i can see the good in ANY bad situaton. i can feel a lightning storm before you see a cloud in the sky. but i can not draw a face. i can not paint what i see in my mind. i can not express the beauty i feel in my soul.
these are my good talents. my dark side has to stay locked down.. because for every good there is bad. balance of nature shows up in many ways. karma is a close friend.
i would hate for a woman to play me like that. i focus my attention on my children and one woman at a time..... but being single, my kids get more attention.
ohhh the C word.... yep its my firm belief that the C word should be stricken from the english language. or at least be trated as foul language would be. its an evil word that,,,,,, ohh wait.... ummmm err ummm i do have a daughter.... celibacy is a beautiful thing... more people should practice it.
happy happy joy joy happy happy joy joy happy happy joy joy joy . sorry ,,,, just thinking of a silly cartoon. ren and stempy. yes goofyness runs a muck and i religiously practice random acts of kindness. have an awsome day!
great!!! thanks threedognight ,, now im gonna have that song stuck in my head all night lon........ nevermind, its gone. Christindew, what are we gonna do with you? you want love and instantly you have it from around the world. look at all the people and place. pictures of friendly faces. weather from a side or be it from above you should know you will always receive a blessing of love.
i grew up in a beach town.... ahhh ,, good fun, and better memories. now its a mountain town and time to create even better memories. sticking to the topic though,,,,use your contact list. make a list of all who you want over. don't text!!! call them... invite over for a surprise party. or a pot luck to congratulate (anything) make a list of diferent things you want people to bring. or.... even a sporting event on tv. or create a softball team, bowling team, you get the idea... good luck.
the secret to a great balance comes from spontaneousness. emagination ... and .... a positive view on everything. as the saying goes. "put on your rose colored glasses ..... the more you get out, and enjoy the world... the more others will follow.... be a leader.... do the things first that you would want to join in on. i have been to casinos, bowling, driven go carts at 60 mph on an inside race track, and checked out a college campus. all within this week. my next door neighbor just invited me over for kareokee... sorry about the bad spelling. the point is to be the person you would want to meet. send me a message if i can help with friendly advice. godda run.. have an awsome time.
RE: Insomnia or Night owl?
the night feels to good to sleep. its cool outside, you can hear the animals, you can walk around without so many eyes watching you, and lets be real,,,,, a lot less trafic to drive in. the night is free time. no expectations or demands. or i just simply cant sleep.