down but not out

spirit feels broken. body feals drained. my sense of who i am feels like it just lost a war. ive been cheated on, dumped, had pleanty of heartache. but this time i feel defeated. i can always cheer others up... but right now is the worst that i have ever felt. i dont know if my perfect match, or soul mate even exists. but having found and lost this one makes me feel like giving up. yet at the same time gives me hope. she was close to my perfect match. now to find even better........ or atleast half as close.
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sorry to know that, at least there is still a hope that could be for you this time. Keep the faith angel

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i'm too stubborn to give up. tanx for the support. hug
Never be afraid to trust an unknown future.. because we live.

“Do not be afraid; our fate Cannot be taken from us; it is a gift.”
? Dante Alighieri, Inferno
hiya bogart. the unknown future drives me. the "what if" can never be relevant if we take every opportunity. i make mistakes. but i do what i feel is right without regret. right now the pain i feel is deep. but i know this to shal pass.
I have a few quotes, some always stays with me... one is from Einstein "“Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.”

when we find our track, we dont need to be afraid; all we need is courage to make mistakes in life - to try, to fight, and to be alert. frustration, loss, and despair, are part of life, and we need, at least, once in our lives to “taste” it… so we can not repeat them, or if by any chance we do it again, we know what to do…

Take care !!cheers
Hi ynotleon, probably a lot of people have been at that point at some stage. I have been there myself, all I can say is take your time, now is the time to cry but don't do it forever. At some point kick yourself in your bum, get going again and don't look back.

I am a lot more careful now and also realistic about what is out there. uh oh Enjoy your life, go out with friends etc. and at some point you might meet someone you have things in common with.

I actually didn't comment on your proposal thread, I think it takes time to get to know a person. Be with a person a couple of years, see if you are compatible, live together, check again if you're getting on, and then make a decision.

Hope you're feeling better soon. bouquet
i do enjoy life. but as fsr as friends... all of mine are in california. its easy for me to make new ones. well for now, i'm gonna go for a run through the park and enjoy the nice weather. thanx everyone for the input. hug
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d/d free, I have never hit a woman. I am even tempered but fierce in passion. I will listen, but I have an enormous amount to teach. tru wisdom is the willingness to learn all the time.an open mind is willingness to learn even if you are wrong. open [read more]

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