My humble op. my own experience... Live your duel first, second heal.don't worry it will happen without any effort. Be thankful everything the ''incident '' with you girls and her daughters happend early. and never ever think you will stay alone, loving is being unconditional, compasionated and accepting the other as is, with his previous children. finding balance. It isnot easy being alone, be patient,the love of your life shall come to you.
The life have rare turns,but you have sense of humor..you have. I know parents raising sindrome children, it is a challenge, just I seem every moment of joy they bring it deserves the job they do,the time they give. The universe use to put everything in place.you will see.welcome!
You are a ''gifted'' woman. your handbag design is perfect .women carry everything inside one!!! I follow your blog,because your recipes. thank you for sharing Cia cia
Your voice is sweet,soft by nature. learn to breath,make exersices to help your vocal diction. and never think your song is stupid. if you find a good manager the right changes would be done. without changing the essence of the feelings you want to show.
RE: Heartaches can be suicidal
Pick up the pieces,glued, make something similar to a heart, if you can make it beatsyou will be fine .