I am sorry that you are going through this, sometimes even family members let us down when we need the support of siblings.
Try to focus on something that makes you happy during this time.
I live near the ocean and walk miles along the shoreline leaving footprints in the sand, which then are invaded by an endless ebb and flow of the tide. This brings me an unspeakable calm. I can see with a clearer mind and heart, even when the storms and trials of life are violent. The bad, the painful, the hurt and disappointment and even the sorrow yield to a peaceful mind.
I shared this before but, every road has an end; every mountain has its peak. If we can just hold on and keep climbing, despite the strain, we come up and over the top.
Sometimes life's circumstances seem senseless and too painful to bear. Whatever your beliefs are, if we base our confidence on a perspective broader than this world's view, we can trust that we will get through.
The desert has its edge and the darkness gives way to the light.
To fight until both sides have lost all; to fight with the utmost determination and pertinacity.
The story is that during the Irish Rebellion of 1798, Kilkenny was garrisoned by a troop of Hessian soldiers, who amused themselves by tying two cats together by their tails and throwing them across a clothes line to fight.
RE: Where do YOU get your inner strength from?
My spirituality.Life is determined my health and happiness, success and failure.......I try to think constructively, positively.
Learning lessons from my failures and weaknesses.
Overcoming obstacles.
Following the code of good.
Faith and character.