Well what I thought was meant for me went passed me and I didn't do enough to stop it passing......Circumstances and other factors... but you cant live life in the past, I learned that the hard way
I know I screwed up ....but wish she had that little more patience with me?????I have changed now..... but I deserved to lose her for the way i was at the time and I treated her without the respect and love she so much deserved..
Our relationship meant the world to me....at one point it was all i felt I had good in my life. Yes i lied to you about what was going on inside me and was too frightened to admit the truth to you because of your hurtfull past and too weak to admit it to myself too and i lost you in the process. You did and still do deserve everything good in this world Nuala and i am sorry that it isn't me that can give you all that, especialy as you have helped me so much and i gave little in return. I loved you the day I met you and I guess i always will. So be healthy and be happy and I know there are 8 kids who will always love you plus this daft Scotsman will alaways have a place for you in his heart. Take care and God bless,
A woman who happens to be a single parent isn't looking for a "new" father for her kids, nor is the man looking for a woman to play mummy to his??? each person has there own baggage of some degree or another.. be it Kids or something else.... Each individual person comes as a package.... if you dont like like whats in the package then thats your choice and could possibly be your loss... JMO
It's called lorne sausauge... you cant beat it mate honestly especialy with tattie scones... would send you some but apparently I cant send meat of any kind over to Ireland..... Maybe next time I come over i'll try and sneak some over for you and anyone who wants to try it
RE: true or false....?
Well what I thought was meant for me went passed me and I didn't do enough to stop it passing......Circumstances and other factors... but you cant live life in the past, I learned that the hard way