ladydancerdivine Forum Posts (256)

who gives you hope and inspiration on cs

i think it's cool that everyone can be there for everyone else at times.... when they get past the trash talk..... i think that everyone should pull together sometimes....




oh.... and goood morning.... i can't believe i'm on here.... it's MORNING, and i got a whole six hours of sleep.... whooo hooo.... i feel refreshed... who knew... okay i'm done talking stupid now...

who gives you hope and inspiration on cs

i would like to know who gives some of you the most hope on cs.... is there a recognizable couple that makes you hope for the future... a person that gives great advice and makes you step forward when you just can't take anymore.... when you're down and out... who makes you smile....

issues... issues.... issues

it's like he tries to weave a spell.... gets my head messed up sometimes..... don't like it... told him to never ever talk about the relationship again.... it makes me very very mad

you're funny though....

shh..... looks like i need to stick around

obviously he's not....


and btw, you don't seem to be taking jokes well.....

shh..... looks like i need to stick around

the problem is tha tpeople don't read the profiles they clearly state that we are here for friends and for the forums

and thanks again, cards... you're a great friend...

issues... issues.... issues

no... no baseball bat, but i do have an aluminum flag pole... you know the kind the color guards use.... that might work better....

and thanks cards... he is a royal.... pain in the idiocrasy and duce is soooooooo much different

issues... issues.... issues

okay, everyone... got a problem here... the ex.... or rather soon to be ex, reminded me today that we are still married.... *censored remark* and was more interested in trying to convince me to get back with him than in visiting the kids.... really, really ticked me off.... told hiim about duce... and he didn't get upset... kinda telling don't ya think.... would really love to hear some comments on this one.... he seems to forget everything that he did wrong and while i'm certainly no saint, he was the one to end the relationship... i gave him a few chances and then he said it was over again.... i moved on.... this guy is ridiculous... my heart hasn't belonged to him in a long while.... and i don't feel he ever truly loved me.....doesn't pay child support, told him the kids need diapers and i need gas money to get them to therapies.... he hands me six whole dollars.... gee thanks a lot

okay, i'm mostly just venting here, but i would love to see what everyone has to say about this

shh..... looks like i need to stick around

no cards... it's not to you.... and i just wanted to say, that if you have some things to clear up.... you should really do that before you get overly involved.... i have a few issues myself, and i have to be thankful that duce loves me enough and is patient enough to help me through it.... it's not always easy on him... but he knows how much i love him.... sometimes things take time...

shh..... looks like i need to stick around

who said i was stayin permanently.... just making a point

*the rest of this message is censored for your own protection*

shh..... looks like i need to stick around

thought you had hope here recently... wuz up?? did i miss something.... and besides... we're weird... both of us in the same way.... who knew

shh..... looks like i need to stick around

hey ron, hey cards... how's it goin guys??? kinda missed you two

shh..... looks like i need to stick around

well, well, well.... it looks like i have someone flirting with my fiance....lol,,, and with that in mind, i think i should keep my presence known here on cs.... and ..... well.... i have some other business to attend to.....so where are all of my friends at these days.... anybody miss me....

RE: The bible

oh and btw.... i was raised in the church and didn't know god until much later... i didn't have a relationship with him, you can sit in church and get lectures and know nothing about god... and not know who he is on a personal level, god is the greatest lover you will ever know, and i don't mean that in a perverted way... i've been a priestess, i have been encouraged to apprentice into the indian religions, casted spells, read tarot cards... and studies many, many other religions.... and christianity is the only one that spoke to my soul... if you don't experience god you don't experience life... god is life and god is love without him you are nothing and you know nothing... he can create something from nothing and bring to life every hope and every dream that you have ever had... all you have to do is trust in him... it's about relationship, not how much you read, not how much you think you know.... it's about knwing him... it's about going to sleep at night and feeling him beside you, being able to speak to him like a dear and faithful friend, and feeling him walk beside you every step of the way.... feeling his presence so strongly that you cannot breathe.... that is relationship, and that is what is important.... the bible is a reference a very important reference, but it mean nothing unless god speaks to you through it, and bring revelation to you, if you think it is just literature, then that is what it will be to you.... even satan can quote the bible but does he speak of god's love without condemnation, do you know god or just go to church.... we are the church god resides inside of those who believe in him... we don't go to church, we are the church, ministers and pastors are not to be put on a pedestal, they are our equals and are simply guides to help us along the way... someone to parent us, mentor us.... not to tell us what to do with our lives... they are simply a guide

opinions please...........

um.... yeah....that's the idea i want to make him feel really special too.... and make him have a really special feeling....

i also want to thank everyone who has emailed me or sent me flower responses to this as well.... i really do appreciate it

opinions please...........

thanks ron, that's very nice of you to say.... and everyone else as well

it is also his day, and it's just as important for him to be happy don't you think....

opinions please...........

hey everyone, this may seem a bit odd, but i would like peoples opinions about a wedding gown., i have a pic of it on my profile if you want to check it out.... please, i appreciate guys responses especially and want to hear from the ladies, but really mostly the guys.... what do you think of this... the color is right and everything... won't be wearing a traditional veil either....

let me know if you wish, please.....

RE: The bible

i don't think the book of job has anything to do with the law of averages... sometimes we face trials to make us stronger.... and if we make it through them without COMPLETELY giving up, then our rewards are much higher than what we had before,.... sometimes god has to remove some things in our lives to make way for something better that he has prepared for us

in my life, i have been experiencing this and going through the process....right now, actually.... i'm climbing out, finally.... i was very discouraged for a long time, but i find my faith rebuilding as i see the miracles that god has placed in my life.... you see job didn't do anything wrong in his life to deserve all the bad things that happened to him, but he was tried not by god, but tempted by satan.... and when he finished it all he ended up with twice the blessings.... and i am experiencing that god had much greater things in store for me.... he has finally answered all of my dearest prayers and brought me everything i have ever wanted and truly needed in a man.... maybe that's weird to some, but it is what i personally have experienced.

RE: anyone have any plans for?

all weekend with duce, we hope... a bridge over the locks and dams, some shopping,and some time alone..... we've got the best weekend planned i do believe

RE: the connection

it can happen though, it seems impossible, but i do believe in love at first sight... and sometimes if you have a long enough date, the nerves melt away.... maybe you need to experience something new

RE: Ladies...it's countdown time..just shy of 1 month until Valentine's Day..what cha hoping for?

both of us having filed for divorce, and a diamond ring... it's possible too... we're looking

RE: ~~~~The First Secret Ballot CS Awards Show~~~

thank you... even if it is an honorable mention, it's more than i expected

RE: ~~~~The First Secret Ballot CS Awards Show~~~

OMG, I EXIST.....i'm so excited....

RE: Pre Party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nothing like a little honesty.... , here ya go.... shhh.... told tell anyone that i gave you this....

RE: Pre Party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi brute... , see i have a good imagination....

RE: Pre Party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm pretending mine is here....

duce shows up... after cutting out of work, in an old beat up s-10, a holy t-shirt and jeans wearing camo boots..... and sits next to me, while i am wearing the red evening gown......

there i'm happy now

RE: Pre Party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it looks like noone has a date....
that is actually here

RE: Pre Party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm going to PRETEND my date is here.... he's working... , but....i'm here.... wearing a denim skirt, black lace top, and knee high boots....


hey maybe i can be the fashion reporter....

RE: bad day

now, now.... take it out on the extra critters, get a gun, and try some target practice i'm sure brute would get into that....

you know, factories do that though.....

RE: Are guys - Scared or intimadated by you?

sooo.... why exactly are guys intimidated by some women anyways....

RE: When can I let myself know its ok to Love again?

first of all, i know where you are coming from and if it has been eight years, it is time to move on.... i have been through a whirlwind of pain and emotions as a lot of people here have, and we can help you to open up again... there are those here that are good at that.

I didn't believe i could love again, or trust again... but i have and it just takes baby steps, you have to try, if you stop trying, you cheat yourself out of life... and what the future holds, so maybe you should just hang out with us for awhile, write some poetry, quote some song lyrics and let out what you have to say and what is in your heart.... then you'll find yourself again, love is out there... i gurantee it... you can mail me anytime, if you wanna talk