You say " May" I doubt it. I am not a sceptic I am just a realistic one.
In my opinion Life is too short to waste it on this kind of May or not to May.
While being in relationship with something which eventually will end ... we could miss someone who will make out lives enjoyable to the end of our days. Someone to grow older with. Don't you think so?
The question is HOW older. You see, women by nature muture (phisicaly and especially mentaly) faster than men. I am not talking about bimbos though.
Good luck with it ... but if i may to suggest to dind and to date a bit younger woman and I mean a WOMAN.You might will find it to be the most satisfying experience
You are right when life gets worse and there is not a ray of hope for a bright future .... pack your stuff and go. The Planet is huge, right?
On my daughters cermony of reciving Canadian citizenship there were 40 people and 30 of them were from England, Ireland and Scotland. It says how bad it got down there. And by the way my daughter was the only one representing Russia
Just to add now i know why Western World so wanted to destroy Soviet Union .... because our edication ( even in the best Universities like MGU was FREE! TOTALY FREE! The only must was needed exelent grades in School.
I graduated Art college. For 4 years I was studying for free. It see like I was one of the lucky ones who was born in USSR.
On emotional side Your situation is sucks. But .... Happy man would never leave a woman who makes him happy. Think what have you done or not done to keep yourself his World.
And Shan it shall pass everything eventualy fading away.
Get yourself busy with something ... make an heardresser appoitment for the starters
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But wait! Aren't they say that God IS Love?
Well! 
RE: for women at 40's something....
You say " May" I doubt it. I am not a sceptic I am just a realistic one.In my opinion Life is too short to waste it on this kind of May or not to May.
While being in relationship with something which eventually will end ... we could miss someone who will make out lives enjoyable to the end of our days. Someone to grow older with. Don't you think so?
JMO