but i have met Tech.... nothing else compares to that direct eye contact , that first touch as hands meet in greeting......the first time i physically laid eyes on him was at 7am as i entered our hotel room in Atlanta...he was asleep on a HUGE pure white bed , framed by windows revealing the sunrise on the skyline from the 37th floor over the city..... he is as stunning in person as he represents himself, he is also bl8antly honest....eventually lol... but i allowed him to become my fantasy, with his permission of course , we share a respect and an awareness of unspoken boundaries and with humour and grace carry on our private "movies".
this is a gift..... but when there is some belief or attachment to one's image and one loses sight of the real person ...the movie becomes a nightmare
i have enough nightmares ....and some fantasies are more fun than reality or why try to fix something that isn't broken?!
i have met easily over a dozen members from this site and it has always been a pleasure....sometimes unpredictable, and impulsive and basically i knew ahead of time that what ever their ideas where about me , they were only ideas....i said , "don't worry, you'll get over it !!" i promised , and i am in good contact still with almost all of them...soooooooo
it really does have alot to do with one's projections...the movies we make in our minds about who we want this new lead male to be etc...etc.. and oh oh oh !!! what an illusion we build!!
i have just to look at what is what
what is actually .true
however...there is something to be said for those experiences that are hotter than the fire and so never feel the burn !
where love like a tatoo ! art and knowledge painfully acquired
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what were you thinking with a pic like that!!! as primary EVEN!!! sheesh
RE: What is it that start your virtual movie....
funny that was NOT virtual from where i was sitting at all !!!!!!lmao!! how dare you!!!