Stay focused young grasshopper. Let me tell you the dangers of them all.
*Ahem*
Ex - is for a reason
Sugar Daddy (Finances) - Make sure you are not a trophy, some people can't appreciate the value of a dollar - If you catch my drift
2 Week Wonder - is too needy, not certain but makes rash decisions, which can often lead to a weak man who is not a man of his word
The Crush - You may find out things may have changed. Perhaps it is a lust, and once obtained, cannot survive the test of time.
My advice. You set your standards and settle for nothing less. Many men will come to you, and many times of desperation will submerge, although you do not lose focus, and you live by example of what you want to accomplish, and who you want to spend the rest of your life with. Wether you met them before or not. It matters not. Just stay focused and never take the easy way out. You will find it is more trouble you are putting yourself in.
Oh you know what? I guess I am kind of lucky I guess. First time gambling before I was 21 at an Indian casino, I walked in with $75 and came out with $2700 cash, but I left because I was up all night and this crackhead kept following me and talking to me. Went to Vegas, got drunk and blew $65 at black jack, pissing everyone off. I hate playing with more than 3 people including myself, and these @$$holes asked for it by sitting at my table. They kept saying "Dude, the beginners table is over there" and I was like "Foo! I know what I am doing, dang!" so finally I got voted off the table, and I was like "Ay," I told my friend "dude, I am going to play some slots, screw these people" and I went and spent like $7 bucks and came up on $2000.00. I don't go gambling that much, because I plan on going for a few days, rather than just a stupid weekend, but I plan on returning and taking more with me. Usually when I go, it is a spur of the moment thing for just the night and I just take about $100 or 2 with me. True story by the way.
I would have to play hooky when I am inspired and can dedicate a full day to writing a movie or a book. But I have the meanest writer's block in the world. I hope once I get past this, it pays off.
But I thought that was how you reached success in America? Aren't a capitalist nation? Feeding BS is what gets you $$$$ my man. Check this out. Look at the presidents, or a business. If someone gave honesty, do you think they would be in business? Hell no. People like eating bull$#IT. They want to believe you are going to raise the dead, rather than hear "Um, I am not sure that is possible". Blame society on that one.
Lucky! I want to meet my Filipino brother (not really but since he is filipino and kicks @$$) Manny Pacquiao! But you are lucky to have met Bernard. I love that guy. I would like to box him is what I meant. Even though I will admit that I probably wouldn't even get a chance to get a good hit in. Didn't he look good kicking the crap out of Antonio Tarver? Guy looked great for being a light heavyweight. I wish I could get to about 180lbs with a 27" waist. But I got to settle for 175 with a 30" waist.
Spell check would be most ideal, I see tons of errors that can drive all their old english teachers batty, or perhaps they are just products of bad teachers. Then again, not being in school for so long can do that to you. I often find myself mispelling little words here and there that a 5th grader can spell with ease. It happens to be best of us. Early signs of age? Who knows.
Just kidding! Geezuz! This is in celebration to a good friend of all on CS, Miss Peggy A.K.A. Lookingformyluv (Though she doesn't know it is really me). Today is her Birthday and she is older than dust. Just kidding, we all love her. So let us recognize and rejoice that God hasn't taken the "Old Battleaxe" from us, and that she is still looking as good as she does not only for her age, but just flat out period.
Mr. Hopkins, a math teacher I had my senior year in high school. Great guy. You want to meet him? Watch Dead Poet's Society. That movie made him the way he is. I had the living teacher from the movie.
RE: Kickstart my heart.
Cheapest way........ Gatorade and a syringe man. Gatorade and a syringe.