I mean have you talked heart to heart with somebody and spent most of the your time talking to her.. have you poured out your misery to her, helped her out, her helped you out too?
There are more good-looking guys in the internet that showed interest but I'm not interested... what could probably the reason HJFinAZ?
Because if its his physical attributes I'm so crazy about, I cant be attracted with a balding guy.. that only shows pictures of his face unless he has a lustful face .We sometimes don't use cam...lately for more than two months we've been talking mostly over the phone, its either me calling him or him calling me. Or maybe its his voice I'm so crazy about...? lol..
Im not so much in awe with my internet boyfriend right now. We've been together for almost five months fighting together the distance, misunderstanding, confusion n etc. . Just like a real relationship, we have experienced the ups and downs of it. We fought, argued a lot, he missed to call me on my birthday , last Christmas and New Year ( how about that?) and of course talked long hours at msn. He tried calling me everyday and I always nag him of not calling me ( complicated me ). He knows I'm crazy sometimes and I also know that he's not a person he projected the first few months we started talking. I actually see the worst of him from there and he sees the worst of me (complicated, fuzzy, disorganized, irresponsible, crybaby etc...) I said to my self, I have learned to love him so why not accept his flaws and If ever he's not the person he projected in our talks then maybe I have to hold on a little longer and accept him entirely. If it doesn't work at all after how we hold on together, then its time to stay goodbye.
My parents are married for 29 years now and all I can say they are not always happy in their lives. They fight a lot, both stubborn and controlling and was in the brink of leaving each other before ( countless times). I even saw them trying to hit each other and my mother getting a knife. We were there ( my brother and I). They are not just compatible, I know. But what amazes me, they are still together up to now... holding on with each other, fighting together and loving each other despite the flaws of the other.
From my parents situation, I have learned how to hold on and to sacrifice a little. I know it pays to wait and to hold on. It's love that I'm searching and thats what I ask from GOD every time I go to sleep. I ask not for riches, for material things but for a lasting love. And it depends to both of us.
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my valentines day used to be worthless even if I had a bf ( this year I hope everything will be alright) {kneeling, closing eyes, praying, begging}... but it didnt make me sulk in my room. I went out for a date with my single friends. It more fun though to dine out, drink and party with friends but the romantic streak is not there.
I love to be involved. been out doing rallies, strikes, fact-finding- all for humanitarian cause... for justice. It was dangerous but I loved the thrill and I was ready and willing to die for a cause.
*"think a hundred times ( when in anger, frustration) before you open your mouth." There was one huge mistake I have said that I could never take it back, could not mend a broken heart and a piqued ego. And costs me a lifetime to grieve.
* be an obedient daughter ( rebellious when I was growing up)
RE: ..... so remember goodbye doesn't mean forever?
yeah.... but havent said goodbye yet thats why Im back.