Couple of things I would like to say. The first thing . . . . actually no, I don't think you would react particularly favorable to it even though its the best thing all of us can do in the end so the 2nd thing is.
Do you think you can have him as a friend and it not bother you even though you want more? If so, its ok to have him as a friend but if it do bother you, you will be unhappy the whole time. Even if he do change his mind, just remember that he did change it before and is capable of changing it again.
RE: Do you have a crazy wish? If so, What it is?
Explore the galaxy in a intergalactic star ship.