yeh kinda little bit i did..b*tching, complaining, crying... sun still came up everyday, didnt change much. im probably not done, but today is a good day.
da unmatchable...i think in the dictionary definition it would be your name listed as STUBBORN...oh no wait your name goes under GENIUS. thanks for all of your encouraging words and listening to my rampages..bringing the logic back in for me.
friends, friends, friends...are so wonderful, all the talking, flowers, emails..a great gift. sometimes things really arent as they appear, i dont like to be caught off guard. the days in here were harder then i thought, so trying to heal at home will probably be harder then im thinking, but at least my kids are there, my doctors are there it has to be better, just being closer to my home town will be a relief. on to better things... anyways its been fun watching what everyone says on here, theres have been some strange ones pass through for sure...but can generally rely on everyone else to keep the moods up and logical when needed.
i get to go home. thanks again everyone for your prayers and postive wishes, it was very thoughtful and kind of all of you. i do apologize for my not so happy mood, sometimes i get stuck in the poor me attitude. i need to remember to be thankful for what i have, not what i lost. wish you all the best.
please hug your children and spend more time with them, cuz i am really missing mine. say i love you to the ones yuo care about, dont assume they know, it cant be said enough. rember once your words leave your mouth, they cant be taken back, so please choose what you want to say carefully.
this thread is wonderful, thanks unmatchable for taking tiem to do it. you guys-gals are a blessing and your words are so comforting to me...there is alot of emotions that im goig through i dont like it so much. reading the threads and post make the time go better otherwise its very lonely here. please know your all an amazing group of people and special to me, i never expected so much from people i never met.
thank you all so much. i cant find the right words to thank everyone. it is nice to know there are so many nice people here and i wish i could thank each of your individual posts, ive read them and they are woonderful. it means alot to me. agin thanks from teh bottom of my heart.
RE: they reel you in...
your sweet and u deserve much..