hey tool..im not sure where that guy came from. I've re-read my posts to nightlady, i didnt think they were harsh, but still emailed her..it wasnt my intent to offend her or anyone else. sorry
Hey baby...love you. not sure what all happened in the couple hours I was gone. I went to do something naugthy for your other post, and there you are again. Your a wonderful person, no need to clarify that for anyone.
I think in the begining we were all trying to help, not sure what happened next. I only replied to her post cuz I lived her life, but I had more violence and I thought if she knew someone made it out. And is today a very happy person, and has been a spokesperson for abused women, it would provide her with encouragment. I tried to re-read the thread but am so confused. Nightlady took some hard hits in that other thread by other members. Not sure of the purpose or what they thought was going to be accomplished. Doesnt really matter if shes lying, personally I dont think she is. I think some of her story doesnt add up much or contradicts itself, but shes being hit at on every side. Yeh posting your lifes hardships on here isnt easy, I wouldnt of done it and for me I told more then I wanted about myself...but just by the chance it might help her.
well I've been thinking and since I havent done anything naughty so far, im gonna go be naugthy now and tell you all about it when i get home..hows that babsie am taking all the naughty things ive learned from you on here and apply them...
I hope in your journey you can find your peace..its worth fighting for. Pls dont let love or falling in love be your guide...leaving one relationship whether good are bad and then get into another isnt fair to yourself or for the new person you bring into your life. Love can be wonderful, loving and being loved is something that so many want and long for. But love isnt the answer, you cant be happy with just love alone it just isnt enough. You have to be happy with yourself and love yourself before anyone else can, they cant do it for you. Again, take care, may love, peace, grace, and joy be on your side..
You already have the answers to all your questions. truly is it really about being a "player", I would bet not. If for one minute you think your child or children are okay with this and arent being harmed, your sadly mistaken. I can say this because I lived it. Theres contradictions in this story, but I wont go there. Several things to think about, again your kids are suffering whether you choose to see it or not...they soak it all up. to say leave mommy alone, thats your first clue. By them watching your relationship with their dad is teaching them its ok, its ok to hurt or language in a poor manner or its ok for a man to treat them that way. Children learn what they live, dont be fooled. I thought mine didnt see a thing, I was wrong. In regards to not having any money, a place to go, or not being able to work...only excuses all things are possible. you set your mind to it and you do it. You have to want to leave and move on, just as much as you appear here to want to find a true love. Nothing worthwhile in life is easy, its the hard things one has to endure to make life worth living. Theres churches, agencies, government assistance, it can be done to leave with nothing. I know cuz I did it. No I didnt have a sick child, I had 3 healthy ones. I stayed for a long time, cuz i thought my kids needed 2 parents, turns out I can be both and they are better for it. And how in the hell cares what people think of you, there not living your life. Let them judge, should be nothing to you. I'm gonna quit cuz I dont remember what all other reasons you stated for staying. Im so sorry if i said anything that offended you, wasnt my intention. I only say this is because I had it in my mind, if I chose to stay in a bad situation and wasnt willing to solve it, I had no reason to dwell on it or complain. However, as soon as I left then I could complain and say how lousy it was. Your in a crappy situation and im sorry, but it is only you and you alone that can get you and your children of it. No one can or will get you out. Had i not been in your shoes i wouldnt say a word. but know if you do leave and move on with you life... it will be hard, maybe hardest thing you've done. but it wil be worth it in the end. I didnt know life could be so beautiful until i left and was set free. I learned what love was and I learned more importantly who I was. Life is a precious gift dont waste it, you only get it once. Show your children there mother is a fighter, show them how to be strong..show the how beautiful the world really is... best wishes always...
I don't have any "grown" children yet, my oldest is almost 17. I however hope it doesnt end at 18 yr, to me I will just play a different position in the ball game...
When I was a little girl all I ever wanted to be was a mom...I was married when I had my children, the only one planned was my youngest. Being a mother is something that has changed me from the begining when my oldest son was still in my stomach. I remembering worrying and praying then that everything would be ok with him. I couldnt wait to have him so the worries would be over. LOL..Obviously that didnt happen, cuz after his birth, I was next to his crib making sure he was breathing and that he was really real. The love a parent has for their children is like no other, I dont know what can honesty compared to it. One minute I have tears in my eyes from pride as my son runs down the basketball court. Theres the feeling of anticipation or maybe dread wondering how my oldest son is going to handle hard situations, only hoping what I've taught him is enough to guide him through. Looking at my daugther I see wonder, curiousity and a zest for life that I hope she never loses. Being a single mother and taking on the responsiblity of the father role as well...doesnt allow me to take a break. I need my children to be strong and healthy human beings that will add to their society not take away. our lives have been anything but "normal", for normal doesnt really exist. We've trudged through many hard times, but knowing we were in it together made the ride adventureous and one I wouldnt trade. As I read this before replied, I walked through our apartment picking up socks, threw away candy wraps, found a forgotten school bag, and toys hide behind the sofa. I am blessed that I am a mom...Lusciousmile, you have a strong attitude and character and a heart that is so able to love. You will make a great mom when your time comes...
yes Iowa no less...but have been here forever and never had a date in a corn field. not sure why i said its a go, but i sure shouldnt of. worst date i ever had...and I had to pee 3 times behind the tractor. Back when I was 10 yr old I didnt have a problem with it, but i guess 20 some yrs later, its not as fun!!!
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