The Imposter The imposter looks like me, sounds like me and acts like me, you won't be able to tell the difference for quite some time, he is everything I want to be and nothing of what I hate, and when you meet me for the first time it's his lying eyes you'll look into. I don't want the imposter to tell lies but I'll be damned if I ever tell all that I'm thinking,
His mouth is softer his eyes more smiling, his heart is light and his step is so sure. I'm think why would you want to know more? But the real me comes slinking back in, sliping under the crack of the door, while comfortable fire side conversation goes on.
Over time he fades away not because he left but because the real me fades into view over the top. All the crap I never would have told you on our first meeting, all my hang ups that might drive you away, but by the time you meet the real me, I'm hoping you'll love me anyway.
I would choose to both shrink and grow. I'm 5'3 and would love to be taller when trying to be served at the bar and I would love to be able to shrink so that I could scare the bejesus out of people.
Lots of pics are nice, some guys around here have really good ones. There's a really nice one of a guy with sunset behind around here somewhere. I have to compliment the ladies on their photo's, you all seem to have the eye for a pic that makes you look at least human, good lighting and great composition.
whoa! That just goes to show how long I've been away, I hadn't even got my legs done when I last posted! Had a tatoo show just the other day actually, have some cool pics.
I have a modified pentical on my chest with celtic knot work around it.
I have a wolf's paw on my left arm with some tribal backing it. I have two Maori and celtic style strips going down my legs on both sides from hip to ankle.
I have three quarter back tattoo that is based on a combination of indian, Maori and tribal with some japanese influence. It's not finished and will never be untill I own my buisness and don't need to care what anyone else thinks.
recently two of the people at my work got designs of mine done. All my tatoo's are designed by myself, but that's not a narcisim thing just preferance.
Something I forgot to add, how much interest from this site would you have to feel to cross.. Your town. 100 miles. A state. Coast to coast. An Ocean/sea. Hemisphere.
If you decide you have fallen for someone here, what would it take to convince you to actually save some money or spend some money to go and see them and see if it's right for you?
I would like to thank everyone who has sent words of cofort over the last wee while, though I might not have replied, I have been readign them.
It's time to say a special thanks to those of you who are of the Christian persuasion and dare speak of it puplicly to one who for obvious reasons has a ...less than love for the Church (regaurdless of denomination), doubtless you would tell me that God loves the person not the action and in this reguard your coments are sincer. It's taking quite a bit of my willpower not to turn this into a biting or cuting comment. I have no love for Christ based religion as Gay people are not givin a real voice or a place. But again in your methode of expressing yourselves you are sincer and in my anger at the unjustness of life I perhapes in my thoughts have been unkind.
I have just found out my close friend and sometimes living companion has AIDS.
He had a cold that wouldn't go away and finally developed into an absece on his lung, this is how he found out he has no immune system. He has three weeks to say good bye.
I weep for him, I love him as someone you can only know if you have lived with him. We weren't in a relationship but...this is hard. I may be silent for a while.
If you weren't blunt on occassion, arguementitive on a regular basis and happy and sad in turns, I would think you weren't real, so say what you think, it's the best way, otherwise how will anyone know about the spine you obviously have.
I too have gotten an unspeakable amount of joy from being here, as for the psychotics, I am one (of the nice variety) I'll do a dance in the street and expect you to join in.
Meet in a public place, that's all I can suggest and meet only people that you have talked to for a while, their cracks will start to show quick enough.
Good time to say, I would love to hoast almost any of the posters that I talk to here, christchurch is an Amazing city for people who live here, I wanna show those who don't what life is like on a day to day basis not just when the tourist comes. I would of course be offering accomodation and meals as part of the package, what good is a hospo worker who can't eat almost free in his own town everywhere he goes? Besides I have a nice house with spare rooms.
Supposedly I am in the bracket that gets targeted most to spend money as I am single young and earning, and although I'm never awake and not working to spend money, somehow it still vanishes.
Accepted! Thank you for your offer and if I am going anywhere near Amsterdam and we are still talking I would be pleased to take you out to dinner, but although I will be happy to pay the bill, I will need your sage advice on what activities we might enjoy and bookings that might need to be made a few days in advance.
I must be going about this in the wrong way! I thought it would be ok to ask a guy or girl out on a date to Seeeeeee if you liked them, not (always) if you already did like them, why not have feelings after meeting?
Oh hell yeah, it's just that I see beautiful hetro guys and gals just crying out and saying that "I wanna man or woman to each other but just don't seem to go 'why not you?' 'Holy *hit Batman, you're right!, Lets get together and have dinner!' But then may be they are are all doing this in private......hey, am I the only one lacking here!!!!!!
How long people until all the people who chat on a regular basis here who live in the sam country and get along soooo well on this forum actually have a trial date? For crying out loud people, I wanna see some loooovin! Surely it can't be outside everones reach to cross a few states? I'll tell you now, I'll go as far as Australia, for just one date.
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