hi friends, just popped in to say i will be leaving cs, later tonight, i want to thank those that were/are my friends on here, and the few others that i had fun laughing with. i will keep on for the rest of the day. then will delete my account. i wish you all the best. take care & best of luck!!
thanks, i have to get my brain wrapped around the whole thing. but for now its buisness as usual, i have to be brought up to speed in stages as this is highly technical, and high responsibility.
thanks everyone, two hours of sleep last night thinkin bout it all, but will be on here for a little while yet, as the promo doesnt take effect for two weeks, as for the other thing' its a work in progress, and i dont want to read too much into it too fast but, i feel it moving in positive direction
found out tonight that i got a promotion at work, nice payraise, and the attention of a possible special someone.(taking it slowly) but feeling something. this promotion came out of left field. i feel nervous, flattered, happy., that they chose me they said it was in the works for a couple months, and felt that now was the right time to ask me if i would accept. i thought about it for 5 seconds and said yes. if the possible special someone thing progresses i will be stepping away from cs to dedicate myself to my new responsibilities at work and to the possible new relationship,(this is uncharted territory for me. just wanted to share.
its tough for some of us as well(men)i'm not talking about all guys, but for me, sometimes we hear women at work or even on here talking about what they are into or how men are ignorant & stupid, or how if you don't last and hour you're no man, it gets alittle intimidating, and may feel like we have to perform like a trick pony. once again i want to be into her as a person , how she feels, all those things, then it is natural and not a performance.
if they care , sometimes the longer you know someone the more comfortible you get with them and becomes easier to last & please them. with me its more about making love to who they are, not just body parts.
sometimes' by jonathan edwards, makes me cry, and 'look whats happened along my way' by ozark mountain daredevils, helps me see how far ive come and where i'm going. 'the source' by merrell fankhauser helps me believe its going to be alright.
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promotion & a possible special someone
may there be peace in your heart, bye.