Ok, I meet the man of my dreams, he is overseas and will be back in June. I understand he is busy but 2 days and I haven't heard from him. I usually hear from him everyday. I have spent the last day wondering if I do love him. There is no one else, for me anyway. He has a very demanding and time consuming job. he is retiring when he gets home this time and I have decided to retire, too. We both agreed that I would. I travel to disaster areas as part of my job and am gone sometimes for months, and since he is retiring I want to too. We can afford it. Now I am wondering if I am doing the right thing. I was married once before for 35 years and it was a very bad marriage from the get go. he is a widower. all of our children are grown. I am rambling. I am scared to death any advice?
I believe if you really love someone, their needs will come first, but if it is harmful to you then they should love you enough to not let you put yourself in jeopardy JMHO
you have to learn to forgive for yourself. To hate someone or hold grudges actually eats at your soul and makes you bitter. I had to learn to forgive for myself. Once you can forgive, you are no longer a victim. As far as forgetting, I don't think you have to forget to forgive. If I remember the tiem I was hurt, I won't let it happen again
actually after watching something, a couple friends and I were sharing a "few" bottles of wine. All 3 of us married around the same time and all three ex;'s were friends. We all went to high school together and it was like our ex's were in a conspiracy or something. Well NC has lots of hog farms and the idea just came up. Thank God we sobered up the next day LOL or Unsolved mysteries might be in NC LOL
I have too, Venus, infact was engaged ot one, just didn't work out but a really nice guy . so it can happen. I have met a couple of realy nice guys here
always wanted to do that but never had the chance. Have a ball. I am moving myself in another week and a half. Going back to my home state to get married. all the way from Alaska to NC. I will keep you in mind and wish you a wonderful and exciting but safe trip
I happen to think it's all a conspiracy. It is actually run out a basement under Fidel Castro's (with help from Chavez) palace as a way to divide the US from the rest of the world. As nasty and as opinionated as some of the post are, I think it might be working
it's not a cola. it's more like a really strong 7up. you have to delvelop a taste for it. I like it sometimes but definitly not an everyday thing. It's a good mixer. I htink but might be wrong, that it has grapefuit in it
Is it normal to feel like this?
Forgot to say we are getting married July 4th. LOL need to leave the corona alone for tonight