the end of this month will mark my 1 yr here.. including a name change thanks to pete(tampa1)
i'm here for the friends i've made most of which are like another family to me.. and nothing short of having no way to get online will keep me from chatting with them on here..
my 19 year old brother is getting married sunday to a woman he's been seeing for around ohh 7 1/2 months give or take.. the have known each other for a year. she is pregnant with his son and he's due in january though the dr's have not given her an exact due date.. so soon i will have a sister n law and a new nephew..
i've had four loved ones all pass away this year.. and while only 3 were suffering in their life .. one was in her 60's and suffered from many thing brought on more than likely from smoking menthols non stop from the age of 13 passed away in june.. then another who was only 25 used drugs for a long time and was already paper thin and started taking mini thins.. to lose weight.. was in icu for 3 weeks before she gave up the fight.. just a couple weeks ago.. my second mother passed away she suffered with mental illness and the loss of her husband a year ago..
but the first loss this year was my 2 month old cousin colton.. while they are still unclear for sure what caused his death.. he didnt appear to have any health problems..but i guess sometimes they arnt meant to stay in a place like this world for long.. and while i know his parents and other family were sad to see him leave.. he's so much happier where he is now.
on a better note though.. i will be hopefully starting a painting project in my kids room pretty soon.. they want to be able to lay in bed and see clouds n stars so .. in the next few weeks my kids room i being turned in to a garden with trees, and plants and on the ceiling will be clouds .. when the lights go out .. little glow n the dark stars will light up for them to look at.. so wish me luck this might take a while..
i was always looking for mr. right and kept finding mr. wrong or mr right now..
i stopped looking and guess what .. i'm with mr. right.. i met him on here he lives not far from me and we have been seeing each other for the last few days and i couldnt be happier with him.. he's had me smiling all week with the exception of the loss of my friends mom sunday .. and he was able to get me to smile even though i was hurting
i so wish i could be at your place for thanksgiving.. doing it early this year cause of my brothers wedding going on that week and everyone being out of town for different things.. but i'm cooking just about everything, green bean casserole, corn casserole, cornbread dressing, turkey, giblet gravy, pecan pie..
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the end of this month will mark my 1 yr here.. including a name change thanks to pete(tampa1)i'm here for the friends i've made most of which are like another family to me.. and nothing short of having no way to get online will keep me from chatting with them on here..