alwaysdou Poetry (3)

I'm sitting here in this chair
Let me cook him dinner before I wash my hair
I've been waiting all day just to hear him speak
Because in the real world he never listen to me
So the door finally open I said hey honey you're finally home
He never said a word that's why I feel so along

I'm wondering to myself is it something that I've done
So I whisper into his ear please listen to me before the dark turn into the sun
He had this look in his eyes as things began to unfold
All of a sudden the room became so very cold
He was holding my picture and he finally spoke
How could you leave me I loved you so
I said to myself there's a reason why he never listen to me
Were both standing in the mirror but his reflection is the only one I c

Should I stay or should I go man I'm so confuse
What is this thing call love how can I choose
U use to cook me candlelight dinners back then things was so fine
I wish I could just stop for a minute and press rewind
Your kisses use to be warm and had such a smooth caress
Now all we do is argure this is so senseless


Love is funny that way as we all can c
It will make u laugh, cry, or it will make u weak at the knees
U love today and it can change tomorrow
Love is so powerful and yet sometimes you still feel sorrow
So as I look at my love for one last time
I said its time for me to go and one day my prince will arrive

Just think I love both of my nephews and this will remain true
But how did I know both of them wouldn't even live to c 22
So as I sit here and think of both of them u know
The first one die and his bday wus july 4th
He wus a blessing as I saw him grow
But a man ended his life on sept 24

So as you read this it might make u sad
But I enjoyed them on earth and I'm not even mad
The other nephew was a little strong of course
But it broke my heart cause he got killed on the first nephews bday
Which is. July 4th
So now I'm saying to myself they always had my heart
Then reality hit they died one year apart


This goes to show u life is here and its gone
I loved both of them
Even though god called them home