breathless22 Poetry (214)

I stood by your bed last night; I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying. You found it hard to sleep.
I whined to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
"It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, and I’m here."
I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea, as it was coffee for me.
You were thinking of the many times your hands reached down to me.
I was with you at the shops today. Your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels; I wish I could do more.
[But why I could not]
I was with you even that you do not see me; you try to tend it with such care of you.
I want to re-assure you, that I am moving on now and I have grown strong.
I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put a smile on my face; I smiled and said "It is me."
I often look back at time, and sank into a chair of comfort.
I tried so hard to let you know, that I was there.
It is possible for me to be so near you every day.
To say to you with certainty, "I never went away."
You and I had days of fun, then smiled, I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you but you chose to move on.
The day is over... I smile and watch every new day to come
and say "Good-night, God bless, another day will be here."
And when the time is right it is only your lost as I am moving on,
I will make it as life will give back to me , and I will stand, tall as strong.
I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out... then to know I am okay because I am strong.

Yes the path of life has taken me to greener paths as I need a break once again... I tried to walk and I tried to laugh as I smiled and was trampled on again...

So many have to stomp on a

mine has been crushed one to many times and I must go away for a bit as the stomp was just a bit to much to take again... I am hurting but I am strong and I will bounce as I will be back soon.

I was asked to remove my account from here that poetry was a waste of life wow because he could not spell nor could he type or write..
But yet he claimed to be one man he was not...

I was in the middle of a web camera session and his real identity came out to be the ugly he was someone different that look nothing like his profile on here...[ He even told me he had no web cam wow what a lie when his blocker failed and I got to see the real face]

When I called his wild card and soured him out of his card game he warned me he was going to end his account on here and he did he ran before he could face up to his fake IDentity....

that is okay he will probally just open up a new account and do this all over and play a new wild card...

So the time has come I am not stopping my account here just need to collect my thoughts and sour thoughts and put them all behind focus on what is real in life and that is to get my education all behind me which I will be graduating from college in five weeks YES.....

I will return back all fresh and spring looking for a new go at this hot spot and look forward to reading your poems when I return ...

I will miss you all and all of your good writes be back home here soon..............................................................

Just like an Easter egg all round and colorful
I like to be green for go and yellow to caution myself
red sometimes to tell myself I need to stop and it will be alright
I find pink to bring the twinkle back into my eyes
orange to shine like the sun
blue just drags me down white makes me tight and feisty
just like the jelly beans and sweet as candy and chocolate it is almost Easter time here comes the bunny.......

Well we have eyes to see with...
and why do we feel pain?

We have ears to hear with...
and why do we feel pain?

Well then there is a mouth to speak with...
and why is there pain?

We also have hands and fingers to write with...
and where is the pain from?

We have ahead to think with...
and why so much pain?

Have you figured out why there is so much pain?
If we did not have a head,with ears,eyes ,and
a mouth then the hands with fingers...

Do you not think we would have worse pain then?

So why does our world turn and so many have pain
of this sort and that sort?

Why not just try being HAPPY~~~~

I need a friend who along with time can help my broken heart to mend.

I need a friend who can lend me their ears, someone who can dry my face of the many fallen tears.

I need a friend that can hold me tight, someone who will not let me go until made clear I am finally alright.

I need a friend who has once cried, someone who knows what it is like to feel that inside you have died.

I need a friend who can tell me it is okay, someone who knows I am not crazy for feeling this way.

I need a friend who needs one too; I say this now because I hope that this someone I speak of turns out to be you.

I have twisted and turned and felt the whisper as the grasp of the sound of his voice so deep but secured.

To know one day our friendship will be more, to come as in hope he will be my only Valentine as he is the one.

He is my best friend, he is the greatest, he is the star in my eyes, he is the reason I will melt...

The greatest gift is to return my friendship, and make him feel my friendship forever so deep that the radiance will be strong and hard to resist to stop

Our friendship at this level…..

Well let’s see can I really tell you lets see a man everything what’s on my mind even the not-so-pretty stuff And can it bring US closer together? Yes... as long as WE know the critical elements about how to communicate first

Has a man ever told YOU of some plans he had to hang out with his friends or travel somewhere by himself for whatever reason and you pretended to be perfectly okay with it because you did not want to seem needy
But then later when he came back BAM!
All those hurt angry feelings came out he withdrew and then there’s a wedge between the two of US You might say think you can not be honest with me when in reality a little tweaking in terms of timing and delivery can make all the difference
STOP AVOIDING THE ISSUE AND START SPEAKING UP ladies
Here is something you may not know about men or even agree with but it is true
A man absolutely wants you to be honest and straightforward with him
This is what men like so much about the way they can communicate with each you And, in fact it drives him nuts when you are not open and direct
If HE is planning something that you do not agree with then he want‘s you to let HIM know at the start as soon as possible before it becomes a bigger issue or concern
Here's the beauty of telling a man what you think early on
it allows you to communicate in a way that is less combative and negative than it would be if you were to have it fester in your mind for a while
UNDERSTAND THE REAL REASON ONE GETS UPSET WITH each other
Men don't automatically get upset when you let them know how you feel about something They get upset when they see that YOU are upset
See, for most men when a woman tells them something that isn't great about their relationship men take it very personally He'll instantly feel like you are blaming him - even though you might not be That is just how men are
Why? Men like to think and believe that the woman they're with respects them and see them as a great man So when a woman shares something that isn't perfect a man will take it as you thinking that he is not good enough and not just that something happened in your relationship that can easily be changed or improved in the future

To stop this cycle of a man feeling criticized or like he doesn't please you you first need to find a safe space before you talk and share your feelings with him Here's how to do it
Open space Open communication and for sakes keep it Private and talk it out....

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WOW amazing right in the center of the eye the world is turning and spinning and who beneath would think I can SEE you right in the center of the eye.... So we need to...

Be humble.

Only fools take pride in their station here, trapped in

a cage of dust, moisture, heat and air.

No need to complain of calamities,

this illusion of a life lasts but a moment.

I see you alway to close....

Why is it when we dream we often think it is real,
then we wake up to see and find it was nothing more than a DREAM.

I found myself in this dream finding that I have more to offer,
then I wanted to life is so grand for me.

I have a roof over my head, a car to drive when needed be,
I always have food to prepare and never go hungry...

I have many friends to visit with and I can call ,and
visit with the friends cost country..

I dream at night how life is so important and many
others may not have what I do..

Why so many seem dispaired with life never understood,
finding friends on here is great but life is life as

I WRITE IT MAKES A NEW WORLD FOR ME AND YOU....

We must say “I love you” today
Tomorrow it might be too late to even see love
Here and now is forever
Regrets my friend, are too hard to shake away as true love is hard

Tomorrow may become never and never again
Who knows when they could be gone?
I have done this one time too many
Although I knew it was wrong to wish for too much love

So I love you mother and father
I love you my two brothers so alike and four sisters too
I love you my daughters all four of you, and my only “son”
I love my only Grandson too
And all who have influenced my life

I will always speak from the heart
I will speak every word as our last
I shall have no further regrets
When someone I love has passed
This is in remembrance of my son
Who has passed into a world of more Love than we can see R.I.P.
~~~~~~~~~~~** NATHAN **~~~~~~~~~~~

01/21/2007 THIS MARKS THE FIFTH YEAR R.I.P.

God bless America
God Bless my poet friends
God bless men
God bless women
God bless us
God bless Union
God bless life
God bless to breath
God bless to eat
God bless time
God bless the USA
God bless friends
God bless peace
God bless silence
God bless to have no more hate

I want to dance all night as you walked back into my life once again

But then I realised it is nothing more than a dream to come..

I open my eyes to see you there and then I took another walk and saw your shadow and soon I turn and saw it was only my reflexion...

I wonder what went wrong when I learn it was over and trying is

hopelessness when nothing eles seems to work all I can give you
is my true love......

Walking the distance is almost to far however, for you my love

I will walk the extra mile if you care to share whats on your mind.

My head is full of thoughts of where you and are in each others mind

In hopes you still care as I will never stop loving you today or any.

Write to me, he whispered in my ear.

Tell me all the things that you know I want to hear.

Tell me how you dream of us and how I hold you tight.

Tell me how I love you all through the night.

Let me know how much you burn with desire.

Let me feel what you feel, and share in your fire.

Say you want my kisses and my gentle touch.

Say you love my hands on you, and want me very much.

Show me on paper just what I mean to you.

Show me all the things that you want me to do.

Write me a letter, he whispered in my ear.

Then I will write and tell you what you want to hear.