MatthewL88 Poetry (4)

So you know I've thought of you, I left a note behind.
You were only there, when you were aware, of yourself, but what of I?

So you know I waited, I gave you time as well as love that I hoped you'd always find.
There once was we but now its me as I've caught on to the lie.

So you know I cared, I loved just you and paid myself no mind.
But time is a funny thing you see, as it catches up and passes by.

So you know I loved you, I showed you every day; I rubbed your back, I cooked your food, but our love just didn't bind.

So this I say to you this time, it wasn't always me, you were absent then as your absent now and so I bid farewell.

So you know, I never left, it was you who never showed your love for me. It was all for you and I left it all, but there's always more to be.

If ever you should find yourself, wandering alone, remember once, you had it all but you never used your key.

And So you know once more my love, that everything was fine.
The fault is yours but as you know, it was also always mine.

In that bitter sweet moment, that almost seems surreal;
with symphonic beams of radiance I breath to you my souls loving reel. An unbeknownst hook, upon this cast I steal;
your heart that flutters lovingly beyond the depths of love, do heal.
Rendered useless, panting, I send my love to you,
on and on through time and space,
forever binding us with loves true face.
Upon you I shall rest my soul in your loving hearts embrace,
scouring the depths of love for fates true kiss, I freely taste.
Without which I am dreaming an endless hellish flame;
feverish and with disdain I bare witness to a life, this game.
But I have found you and this I know is true beyond the reaping of the pale moonlit night, so tame. You are my angel sent by God himself to save me with this love that has our name.
You and I shall always love and forever stake this claim.

If I gave you a dozen roses, and held your hand in mine; if I kissed your lips so sweetly, would you tell me you were mine? Could I hold you til tomorrow and whisper sonnets in your ear; make love to you completely and hold you; so lovingly, my dear? My heart will be pounding, and I'll be lost in your eyes, I want you forever; I'll still have butterflies. I would tell you I love you, as we lay there in ecstasy. Drifting into an oasis, beleaguered by none, not God himself. We'd sit and watch the stars, listen, to the songs of the fog-less night, the hoots of a distant owl, the choral crickets weaved bow, and the hoarse beating cackle of a dominant crow. The love in the air would engulf us, as its aroma, would surely flow. You and I would come together, as one loving soul, one that true love, could only bestow. I love you my angel, this I will make sure, to always let you know.

Loves Eternal Phrase

I've tripped into a puddle.
And 'woken in a maze.
I've often held the notion, that of loves eternal phrase; without which I grow wary and cast down, into a haze.
But with love as ours it lingers, that which strikes the soul ablaze.
Through and through my heart is pounding, loves eternal phrase:

"I be yours, now and always, and beyond my final days."

I ponder every moment, every kiss that do us share.
Into the fetching morrow, tender muttering, bosoms glare.
Song birds flawless memoir, in a feathered onyx prose; bellowed tales of yonder sung unto you, my gleaming, blossom rose. Singing songs of loves eternal phrase, this I shall not pose.

Evermore I dream, yet dreams these nights are rare.
I still lay awake at night, just me; a bore-less stare.
Countered by this timeless fare, that of love, too witness, I do bare. Here's to you my darling, all my love I send with care.

Fleeting moments bring me nearer you, through the eyes of seraphs, hear them praise.
Trumpet blasts and choral bows, pay the waves of which my love does surf, beyond these mortal ways. Guided fate or merely chance that looms our love, this dulling daze.
I say to you my lord, "I praise",and nothing more I ask of you up through my final days.
And to you my Goddess, I leave with you, that of loves eternal phrase:

"I am yours, as you are mine, my languished soul doth prays. A final mortal kiss upon your sweet and supple lips, I graze. I fall into your eyes with one last loving gaze. My love for you is infinite, in a billion different ways. Nothing lasts forever, but that of Loves eternal phrase."