Jmyst Poetry (10)

Violence turning into hate
to be as one has become a debate
struggles we go through
wishing for moments to undo

Fighting everyday none stop
till one or both of us drop
hurt words said, no trust
something will happen and must

Everything will fall apart
unless changes begin to start
happiness we will never share
if neither one of us truely care

Pain is ripping within my body,
it is almost to much to bare
Repeating a feeling I've felt before,
hard convincing myself I don't care

I miss the sound and tone,
worse I have no choice
every word spoken with love,
coming from your voice

I miss waking in the morning,
laying right next to you
you find all my little annoying traits,
cute yet beautiful too

I love and miss,
how you would make me feel
so special and so loved,
for who I am for real

Missing the way it felt for me,
to truely be able to be
opening up to you,
for you to truely hear me

I miss the way you hold me, and touch me,
the way in which you stare
you had a look upon you,
that showed me you truely cared

You had a look as if you had never been more in love,
as if you were looking at the meaning of love,
and when you looked upon it,
what you were seeing was me

The moon shines down it's rays of light
upon her face one cold dark night
She gazes far into the sky
releasing such a painful cry

Sadly, slowly she closes her eyes
wondering if what he says are lies,
If love is what they truely share
or if they both should be a pair

Tear drops of pain fall down her cheek,
as she feels her soul get weak
She wipes away at her lonely tears,
crying out loud yet no one hears

Still she wonders gazing so high,
will she forever be left to cry
Glistening stars shimmer high above,
this feeling, is this what they call true love?!

I'm hiding in this cage
I've built from all my rage
Hide from all my shame
No other there is to blame
I lie because of hurt
Making me feel like dirt
Wanting so much to feel good
But never feeling it like I should
Easier said then done
To be happy and having fun
Just wanting to feel whole
To love thyself and soul
No longer to be in a trap
Going through so much crap
I want to feel myself be free
To be who I know that I can be

The gentle breeze is blowing
The whispering wind is growing
The tallest trees are swaying
While the grounded leaves are playing

The colors falling from the sky
Red, Orange, and Yellow seem to fly
Looking up at the perfect blue sky
The birds soaring above so high

Amoment of peace from Gods hands
So far they stretch across the lands
This beautiful sight, just see how grand
Is made exactly how God has planned

Falling down I go upon my knees
Dear God will you help me please
Give me the strength to do what is right
The power to continue this long endless fight
Uncover the soul you know I have within
Help me to be good and not to sin

It's the rollercoaster ride
That makes us run and hide
Putting what matters most aside
Left for anyone to find
To do or say that's ever kind

Amid the enchantingly stiff breeze,
filtered from love, compation,
and everything in between,
theres but one tear that is seized,
from existance,
penetrating each individual crevice,
of my soul,
Cluched tightly behind closed eyes,
Unwilling to reveal it's true existance

This momment in time
You can't begin to find
The reason evil and crime
Has captured your mind

Completly taken over
Everything in you that's good
You're not trying to get sober
Not doing what you should

I don't know how to help you
How can I make you see
This thing that you continue to do
Doesn't want you to go free

I pray for you to be strong
And know I'm by your side
With the battle between right and wrong
May God be our loving guide

Friendship is reaching out to touch
Exchanging small secrets and such
Laughing when things go all wrong
Holding hands as we walk along
Sharing a knowing look or two
Agreeing in most things we do
Having a little spat just for fun
Kissing and making up when done
Sitting close, not saying a word
Letting anger pass by unheard
Holding each other very tight
Praying together for things so right
Staying up all night for no reason
Making love bloom with teasin
All these things and many more
Are the keys that open loves door
that make two hearts beat as one
And let sharing love be so much fun