ShyGuy1984 Poetry (17)

Like an eagle upon the wind,
My spirit soars with your love,
You're an angel in the night,
My prayers answered from above,
You're my poetic inspiration,
My muse, my goddess, my love.

The hate I'm feeling now

Won't be healed overnight

Can't think of any way

You'll ever make things right



You think that you're so wise

So tell me what to do

You have nothing to say now

This is all because of you



When I neededyou most

You were never there

Why do you look so surprised

Giving me that stupid blank stare



You ruined my my life

HOw can I ever repay you

You say it's not your fault

But it is, so f*ck you



Why must you treat me like this

I've dealt with your shit before

But now those times have passed

I won't deal with it anymore



You think that you're so wise

So tell me what to do

I'm losing all my friends

And it's all beacuse of you



I wish that I could talk to you

But when I do you just refrain

Keeping this shit bottled up

Is driving me totally insane



You think that you're so wise

Dammit, tell me what to do

I've lost my love, my friends, my mind

And it's all because of you

I would give up everything I own, if I could make you smile forever,
I would make hurt no more, and let you cry again never,
I want to love you with the whole of my heart, and from the deepest corners of my soul,
I want to give you tenderness and compassion, so you will always be whole,
I want you to Love me, holding nothing back,
I can give you all you need, and trust me, you will never lack,
I tell you all of this, because my deepest belief is that is destiny,
I want to your dreams come true, and spend forever, just me and you.

These gentle hues of sunset, provoke these tears upon my face
Thinking of times, in the past, of which I can't replace,
Dreams manifest themselves, thinking of long past misery,
Beauty is in the eye the beholder, and she meant everything to me,
My emotions make as a puppet, my master to control from above,
I can't help myself from wondering about my distant love,
I never want lose these things that make me real,
But I'm constantly manipulated by all these things I feel,
I was but a pawn in this corruptive game called love,
And in my times of hardship, she was my peace-keeping dove,
I wish I could tell everyone how I feel, I wish I could make them see,
She was was the key to the chains on my soul, that unlocked them and set me free,
The gentle hues of sunset provoke these tears upon my face,
Dwelling on thoughts of the past, and emotions I cannot erase.

I just can't think,
I'm losing control,
The pain that's inside,
Cuts straight to my soul,
Deep, dark and empty,
Tired of living in sin,
My mind starts to wonder.

Where should I begin?
Should I start as child,
When my step-dad used to beat me?
Or, should I be 18,
When I thought love always escaped me?
I'd never known happiness,
Or felt loves truest form,
Now deep in my mild,
Rages a violent storm.

How do you make me feel this way?
It's in your eyes when yyou look at me,
How do you make me say these things,
To tell you my wishes, my hopes and my dreams,
I'd give up mu vices and share my secrets with you,
My deepest scars I'd bare, because trust you I do,
I will never flip out when you go out with other guys,
I'll teel you be safe,and have a good time.

Tears in the darkness,

I'm sitting her crying

I can't live without her

My heart is slowly dying



Tears in the darkness

Why did you leave

You were the world to me

The air that I breath



Tears in the darkness

I'm losing my mind

If you look in my eyes

What will you find



Tears in the darkness

Still haunting me

When will my heart

Ever lt me be free

If the demons of our dreams,
Were not to us bound,
What a nightmare then,
Our world would be found.

I looked deep into my soul,
And what I found there brought tears,
The demons had grown in number,
And given life to all my fears.

But, fear not this darkness that surrouns us,
Beneath the red devils moon,
Even as hope escapes us,
Morning will be coming soon.

Her beauty never rests,
Even though she's gone,
But as long as she's remembered,
It will shine on and on.

My life is a fake,
but not for my sake,
All these people surround me,
Yet still no one knows me.
Look into my eyes,
Can you see the despise,
All these little cliques,
Arrogant little pricks.
Why do you treat me the way you do?
When you call me names,
And push me around,
Call me what you will,
You still can't break me down,
I know what what I need,
And this is my creed,
To make you stop playing theses games,
And putting my name to shame

My problems I have have to face,
I need to put them in their place,
I try so hard to fit in,
I've nearly fallen out of touch.

Murder and death,
I shoot to kill,
I east that sh*t, like an extacy pill,
You better stay,
The f*ck out of my way,
And I promise if you don't,
You'll be dead today,
Eternal violence filters through my mind,
I think I'm destined never to find,
A life and place,
To call my own,
Though people surround me,
I'm still alone.

I'm an outcast among outcasts,
Pain is my only prophecy,
I live though ever dang day,
But, I can never escape me.

An ebony hand has grasped my soul,
Living is the unwanted option,
Enveloping me in madness,
Breaking me down piece by piece.

No way to vent these emotions,
Keep them bottled up inside,
Always eating away at my mind,
And, always tearing me apart.

My Life means nothing anymore,
Just a lost soul wondering,
Will never find my way,
In this ever infinite loneliness.