kody18 Poetry (2)

It's amazing how she show others that she's strong,
Without them thinking, there is really something wrong.

She would show up to them and act as if she's fine,
What they don't know with those smiles, there's a pain behind.

Heartaches that only few people will gonna see,
Only few will understand or worst, nobody.

How courageous that she would motivate herself,
She would keep saying, 'It's just my own who can help'.

Have you ever felt when you're in desperation,
Out of nothing, you'd make your own inspiration?

When there seems no way or noone you can run to,
You'd fight self pity, coz that's all you have to do.

Those nights that she would cry inside her room alone,
Hoping that someone can help her out where she's on.

Those times when she would realize someone's waiting,
She can't be weak, from her is where their strength's coming.

That unselfish love that you always try to give,
You keep giving that sometimes you just wanna quit.

You would feel tired but still you keep going on,
You would push yourself to do more and carry on.

I know, you wish that someone will bother to ask,
'Do you need some help?' or 'Do you want to relax?'.

You wouldn't want to live with your expectations,
Knowing expectations can sometimes bring frustrations.

How I admire you for being a strong fighter,
You never gave up and you kept your head higher.

Wish you success and happiness in the long run,
That brave person who believes that 'Life must go on'.

I used to be free and inspired-by-life person,
I'd go anywhere and can go with anyone.
For me, life is yet blooming and riping fruit,
with this age of me, I still find what I could.

I can still remember, when I can write poems,
just inspired with young love, with no major problems.
But now, what happened when you left me all alone,
You were just there, but now you are already gone.

I gave my equal share in our relationship,
but what you gave me was hurt and twice 'a cheat.
Trusted you a lot, but you took it for granted,
went against the current, to make you feel wanted.

I was even always there when you were so sad,
chose to see you with your best, and ignored the bad.
Wish I saw it coming when they told me to run,
run as fast as I can, and made an early end.

Now I am just an empty bottle in a case,
One of the innocent, one of the preys,
But, Hey you! Yes, you! Man who's coward predator,
I'm coming back and get what you have to pay for.

You can never step on me again, well never!
I'm now a wise girl, and even more a clever.
For that man who's drunk with pride, never a giver,
Revenge inside, this empty bottle with a letter.