sugar4u Poetry (19)

BEFORE I GO, LET ME SAY,

I'M HAPPY TO OF MET YOU.

YOU TAUGHT ME SOMETHING I NOW KNOW,

I CURRENTLY ABIDE TO,

I'M WORTH A GREATER DEAL TODAY,

I NOW KNOW WHAT I NEED,

TO FILL MY VOID WITH GENTLENESS,

NOT WITH A HEART THAT BLEEDS.

SO THANK YOU FOR THE LESSON,

IT'S ONE I WON'T FORGET,

MY LIFE WILL BE MUCH BETTER NOW,

I'M SO GRATEFUL THAT WE MET.

I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. THERE IS NO POINT. IT'S ALL THE SAME.

I DON'T CARE IF YOU TWIST MY WORD'S. WE'RE TO OLD FOR THESE GAMES.

I LOVE MYSELF AND THAT'S ENOUGH. I'M PRICELESS, I AM STRONG.

DON'T THINK I LAY HERE CRYING. YOU WOULD BE VERY WRONG.

YOU DID'NT TREAT ME WITH RESPECT, TO BAD, YOU NEED TO LEARN,

THAT I'M A WOMAN AND MUCH MORE, MY LOVE, I WON'T RETURN.

I DON'T CARE IF YOU MEET SOMEONE, IN FACT I WISH YOU WELL,

YOU THINK YOU ARE A LADIES MAN BUT DARLING I CAN'T TELL.

TO WIN A WOMAN OVER, YOU NEED TO GIVE HER LOVE,

A LADY IS A QUEEN, A ROSE, A BEAUTIFUL WHITE DOVE.

YOU'R VEIN AND VERY HARSH WITH ME, SO NOW THIS DOVE WILL SOAR.

GOODBYE, GOODLUCK, IM LEAVING YOU, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.

LATELY I'VE WONDER WHAT DID I DO?

IS IT ME FAILING, OR IS IT YOU?

TELL ME PLEASE WHY DO YOU DOUBT?

CANT YOU JUST LOVE ME, WHATS THIS ALL ABOUT?

ENDLESS TEARS I'VE CRIED FOR YOU,

I WALKED ON THIN ICE, AND FALLEN THREW.

YOU SHUT ME OUT, KEEP SLAMMING THE DOOR

PLEASE UNDERSTAND , I CANT HURT ANYMORE

IM WALKING ON EGG SHELLS,YOUR PUSHING ME DOWN,

WHERE ONCE LIVED A SMILE,YOU REPLACED WITH A FROWN.

I LOVE YOU TODAY, BUT TOMORROW WHO KNOWS,

WHERE DOUBT IS IN CHARGE, LOVE'S RELUCTANT TO GROW.

WHERE JEALOUSY RIEGNS, HATE SLOWLY SPROUTS,

SO TELL ME MY LOVE, WHATS THIS ALL ABOUT?

LATELY I'VE WONDERED, WHAT DID I DO?

IS IT ME FAILING, OR CAN IT BE YOU?

YOU SWAM IN MY BLOOD, BUT SEEPED OUT WITH YOUR GAMES,

YOU WERE AIR THAT I BREATHED, NOW I DON'T FEEL THE SAME,

YOU WERE DWELLING WITHIN MY SPRIT AND SOUL,

NOW YOUR NO LONGER WELCOME, THIS GAME'S GOTTEN OLD.

YOU WERE ALL THAT I WANTED,AND ALL I DESIRED,

YOU PUSHED ME AWAY, I'M SO HORRIBLY TIRED.

DON'T EVEN KNOW IF IT'S LOVE OR HATE,

YOU DON'T NEED TO ANSWER, TO LITTLE TO LATE,

I'M REALLY QUITE BUSY, I HAVE'T THE TIME,

FOR CHILDISH GAMES YOU PLAY WITH MY MIND,

SO HERE IS MY MESSAGE, YOUR TOY I WON'T BE.

YOU LOST YOUR OWN GAME, WHAT A FOOL, PLAYING ME.

TONIGHT I WILL SPEAK TO GOD WITH A PRAYER,

AND HE'LL GET ME THREW, SAY GOODBYE MR. PLAYER.

IN THE SHADOWS OF DARKNESS I FOLLOWED,

WALKING SILENTLY INTO THE NIGHT,

A BUTTERFLY FLUTTERED ALONG MY SIDE,

BUT IT'S BEAUTY REMAINED OUT OF SIGHT.

IN THE LAND WAS A FIELD FULL OF FLOWERS

THERE AROMA SEDUCTIVE AND SWEET,

BUT THE BLACK IN THE NIGHT, TOOK AWAY ALL MY SIGHT,

THEY WHERE CRUSHED BY THE STOMP OF MY FEET.

IN THE DISTANCE A VISION OF LIGHT APPEARED,

THEN THE BUTTERFLY FLEW AWAY,

A RIVER OF FEAR I CREATED FROM TEARS

ON THAT NIGHT, IN THE DARK, FAR AWAY.

LET THE RAIN WASH AWAY ALL MY SINS,

AND THE SOUND OF THE WIND DROWN MY SCREAMS

GIVE ME SIGHT, LET ME SEE ,BREAK MY CHAINS, SET ME FREE,

LET THESE NIGHTMARES CONVERT INTO DREAMS.



,

In one tear that I shed for you

a grain of life spilt out,

The second tear contained some fear,

The third a hollow shout.

The fourth and fifth a bit of hate,

A tear that burned my skin,

the six contained a speck of pain,

The seventh taste like sin.

The eighth tear was intolerable,

The ninth was built on lies.

The tenth was worse than all the rest,

It bled at your goodbye.

A DIAMOND WILL LAST FOREVER,

THE SUN WILL RISE AND SET,

YOUR MEMORY WILL LEAVE ME NEVER

YOUR FACE I WILL NOT SOON FORGET.

BIRDS FLY SOUTH FOR THE WINTER,

BABIES ARE BORN EVERYDAY,

THOUGHTS OF YOU WILL MOLEST ME,

IN MY HEART YOU NOW RULE BUT CAN'T STAY.

PATIENCE THEY SAY IS A VIRTUE,

LIFE IS FULL OF REGRETS,

TO LOVE IS TO GAMBLE,

YOU LOSE SOME OR WIN,

YOU'LL MISS ME ON THAT YOU CAN BET.

I CAN STILL TASTE THE SALT IN YOUR TEARS;
I CAN SEE THE FEAR IN YOUR EYES, AND HEAR THE BEATING OF YOUR HEART.
I CAN STILL FEEL YOUR PAIN, AND MY DESPERATION TO LEAVE.
THAT DAY, THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET.
TIME STOOD STILL, AND SO DID YOU, NOT KNOWING WHAT TO SAY,
ME NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO, BUT I NEEDED TO BE FREE FROM THAT
LIFE THAT WE CREATED, JUST COMFORT, NO EXITMENT . WHERE DID YOUR PASSION GO? TO LATE NOW. BUT YOUR PAIN HURT YOU SO,
ON THAT DAY THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET.
FINDING ME WAS HARD ON YOU, BUT STAYING WITH YOU WAS HARDER.
PLEASE DON'T CRY, JUST LET ME GO, THERE'S NOTHING LEFT INSIDE OF ME.
YOU WENT AWAY, I HEARD NO MORE. I FELT RELIEVED,THAT I WOULD NEVER HAVE TO REPEAT THAT DAY I WILL NEVER FORGET.
ONE MORNING APPEARED IN MY LIFE THAT YEAR. NEWS THAT STRUCK ME LIKE
NON EVER WOULD. YOU MADE SURE WITH YOUR ACTIONS,THAT YOU'DE LEAVE AN IMPRINT IN MY LIFE, ONE NO OTHER COULD EVER ERASE. A BLOOD SOAKED LETTER YOUR EMPTINESS, AND YOUR LONLINESS. NOT MUCH MORE TO SAY. YOU TOOK YOURSELF AND PUNISHED ME WITH ETERNAL GUILT. AND NOW I AM BROKEN PUZZLEDD AND TAINTED. I CAN STILL TASTE YOUR TEARS,NOW ALONG WITH MY OWN. DEATH WAS YOUR REVENGE. NOW I'M SORRY I HURT YOU SO
ON THAT DAY I WILL NEVER FORGET.

THERE IS A BAD MOON RISING. A DARK NIGHT. A STORM.

BEYOND MY GRASP, A STAR ONCE SHINED,

WHERE THE SUN IN THE SKY WAS BORN.

BENEATH MY FEET THE COLD WET EARTH,

NO PLACE TO REST MY HEAD,

A MAN THEN APPEARED, WIPING ONLY ONE TEAR,

LATER CUASING MANY OTHERS TO SHEDD.

WHERE LIGHT ONCE BRIGHTENED,

THE NIGHT NOW FRIGHTENED,

A ROSE SLOWLY WITHERED AND DIED,

AND THE MAN DISAPPEARED,

TAKING ONLY THAT TEAR,

BENEATH THE BAD MOON THAT RISES, HE HIDES.

MY BODY LANGUAGE SHOULD BE ENOUGH, LOOK IN MY EYES,
WHEN I'M AROUND YOU I FIDGET AND TRY TO DISGUISE.
YOUR SO BEAUTIFUL, I FEEL UNWORTHY TO EVEN LOOK.
MY HEART'S POUNDING HEAVY. I'M AN OPEN BOOK.
I COULD NEVER HAVE YOU, THIS I KNOW,
I'LL STARE AT YOU FOR HOURS THEN HAVE TO LET GO.
WHEN YOU SPEAK I CAN'T HEAR YOU, I'M LOST IN YOUR SMILE,
I TRY TO PRETEND BUT YOU'VE KNOWN FOR A WHILE.
WHY MUST I LOVE YOU, I'M NOT MADE OF STONE.
MY BODY SO CRAVES YOU, THIS LOVE I CAN'T SHOW.
A TAROT CARD READER SAID DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME,
HE LOVES ANOTHER, SOON CHURCH BELLS WILL CHIME.
SO I WILL CONTINUE TO LOVE YOU IT'S TRUE
IN SILENCE I'LL SUFFER JUST THINKING OF YOU.

you've got to be strong. thats what my friends keep telling me.

they say that time will ease the pain.

but what can i do?

each day the pain gets stronger,

some of the nights are longer

than before.

give back my life, give back the years,

swallow my heart and drown in tears.

show me the way to get over you.

straight to my heart, remembering you,

remembering what you'de want me to.

reliving our love, remembering always loving you.

all of the dreams you once whispered about,

threy went into my heart, but they never came out.

and a love though strong will die,

if you don't let it grow.

i'm remembering love: remembering always loving you.

WHEN I HEAR HIS JOKES,HE REMINDS ME OF ME.

ALREADY KNOWING THE PUNCH LINE BEFORE HE'S THREW,

HE MAKES ME LAUGH, AND SOMETIMES EVEN PEE,

WITHOUT MY SON WHAT WOULD I DO?

A MIND SO DIFFERENT, SO CUNNING IS HE,

THINKS OUT OF THE BOX INDEED

HIS LIFE WAS TOUGH BUT HE'S STRONG YOU SEE,

WITHOUT MY SON, WHERE WOULD I BE?

HE'S YOUNG, AND LOVING, AND HUGS ME ALL DAY

I GET ANGRY CAUSE HIS ROOM IS A MESS.

WANTS TO MAKE STRANGE CREATIONS, HE THINKS THAT WAY,

WITHOUT HIM FOR MY LIFE I'DE CARE LESS.

HE'S ANNOYING AT TIMES, BUT HIS SMILE MAKES ME FORGET,

AND HE THINKS AT EIGHTEEN HE'S SO WISE

WHEN HE MAKES UP HIS MIND , HE IS CONSTANT AND SET

AND HE KEEPS ME IN CHECK, I CAN'T LIE.

MY BOY IS MY REASON FOR BREATHING TODAY

HE'S SAVED ME FROM DAMAGE I'VE DONE,

I CAN'T SAY IT CLEARER OR IN ANY OTHER WAY

I THANK GOD FOR MY STRONG LOVING SON.