poetic_justice Poetry (17)

Remember me today as I am, how my love never fails
remember how I was always there even through all this hell
remember my green eyes, how you said they were like emeralds
like a beauty to with hold,a gateway to my soul

I am a rose that lays upon a bed of thorns, the dew on my pedals is but yet a tear
I am up grounded from my roots, only to be weatherd ,rain or sun to sear
Withering whats left of my velvety beauty, then at last wind to blow my memory away
pieces of me to be scatterd , mixed with times dust only to come alive again another day
To hope with all mother natures love and care, that i will not return
a sadden flower
picked too soon, only to be thrown back and left to wilt, waiting for that final hour
I pray that I may be like a tree , with roots to run deep, strong and ever nobel
to sway with the wind and lifes changes, with standing times of trouble

No don't hang your head in shame, your not to blame
she still cries your only a small part why, no names
It be ok if the physical part was ok, but god the pain
everyday tryin to b alright , spine stiffining body doing things
sometimes she cries... somtimes

A feeling left un attended, now her bones ache from you
and now you don't care, about all the shit u put her through
She is loving you still, yet ur sill such a fool
she cries in the nightime , sometimes missing you
now u got your price a wager, fool have you seen her,
her heart on a sleeve, not me u try to behaive

Could it be real or is this just a dream baby
let me continue to slumber ,for if it to be
keep me in between the mist of reality and fantasy
a love long waited for dwells deep in me
kiss my lips , taste my bitter sweet love for you
look into my eyes make love to me, yes love do
ectasy flows through me , waves of emotions over come me
yes your a love long waited for, stirring emotions in me

I thought that this time was for real
The words you spoke, the love you said you feel
Wrong again, I was so very wrong again
How could I have been so blind to have let you in
Through all my years and all loves gone wrong
didn't see this comming, you made me feel like I belong
Wrong again, I was so very wrong again
deep up in your Sh#t and deciet , thats where I've been

I would have robbed the moon out of the sky
just to light your night, now i have to wonder why
You chose to be with her
didn't I stand beside you for months on end
swore you loved me, but, my honor you couldn't defend
cause you chose to be with her
Even those nights when you held me close to you
How was I to know that in the morning you'd be with her too
cause you chose to be with her
I never asked for the deceit and I am glad we are through
now someone has the chance to love me more than you
so remember when you start to miss me..... and, you realize
she doesn't please u like i use to...

Remember you chose to be with..... her

Just give me a moment, Just a small piece in time

to feel some sort of peace and quiet, to reflect on all i left behind

I have been a soldier, fighting for my own life and sanity

my mind is still troubled..my life a war zone, fighting ones who wish to harm me

I have not had much strength, I too have been my own demise

my eyes covered, my vains tainted...my mouth full of lies

You putrid soul, you poor excuse for a humanbeing
Who gives people the right to spout such hateful sayings
Are they that ignorent to not know what they are doing
Or do they not care for this heart they are scaring
My tears mean nothing to them, my words just words
To them their ears are closed, to them I am unheard

Cover me for my heart is bare and broken
gather these pieces , sheild me for i'm but wide open
Open to the world and all what can be a bit cruel
longing for a love that may never come, but yet pieces in hand,
the fool ,Cover me for my green eyes can't stand the light
Yes, cover me and lead me to slumber tonight

We said all that we could say,

and now the time has come

for us to go our separate ways

we pulled all the strings we could pull,

even when the fabric of our love was tattered

I was such a fool

to keep on hoping, and wishing i could

still be with you

So, now as my tears are falling,

and your not calling, baby, I’ll try to get over you————-

I’ll try to make it through—————–

even though I don’t want to—–

I’ll try to get over you—-

My heart is aching deep inside, feel as though it’s

hardly beating anymore

My stomach twisted in knots, I feel I can’t

stand this anymore

My thoughts keep drifting back to all our

times together

As I cry and wonder why we just can’t

be with each other

So, as there are many tears falling, and baby

your still not calling

I have to make it through———–so baby,

I’ll try to get over you———

even though I don’t want to——-And I’ll try to

make it through—– mm mm I’ll try to get over———–

paint me beautiful in an uncolored world
I’ll be your canvas on which your colors will hold
I will not fade, nor change, forever stay the same
for your love, how must I explain
This love I feel for you
paint me beautiful, keep loving me like you do