Woman
I feel the strength of her arms around me and the warmth of her body within me and i snuggle up even closer feeling safer then i have been in years i sigh and close my eyes wanting the moment to be my prize yet i cry
Haiku-9
fresh grave in late autumn fresh flowers empty road long deep ruts snowing broken heart
I Miss You
You were my angel From heaven you fell right into my heart But now that your gone, I'm lost with out you Where do I start? My heart has been broken, My feelings shattered I will never feel the same with any other woman, I'm far from flattered
Haiku-4
In a cold house often filled with sadness empty bottle phone rings
Haiku-5
In the pouring rain mona lisa drawn with chalk on the sidewalk disappears
Limbo Blah
Limbo blah that's the way I feel Stuck in limbo blah Never any zeal Might as well wear the same old shirt If I had new clothes I still couldn't flirt So tired I could just lay down in the dirt While others have energy and sing tra la la Th
Lonely Is Bearing Down On Me
I had no conversations today And tonight lonely is bearing down on me Time passes by and now is all I know And all I know is that lonely is bearing down on me In my defense is there nothing I can say Lonely only wants to blame me That's exact
untitled (in this moment)
in this moment, my salty tears are warm, clinging from my lashes, only to fall upon blue ink, the words become blurry, did this once say how much you loved me. where are you now, and where was i i feel so sorry that i want to die i wish i c
The Search
Feeling very empty because I'm lonely
untitled (hoplessness holds me closely)
. Hopelessness holds me closely Trapped forever in its grasp Loneliness flows steadily through me I've lost all faith and trust in love Treading slowly through the days Stress and heartache weigh me down My bones are sticking
Hopes and Dreams
He sees a smiling face in his dreams at night. He wakes and wonders, "Why can't that be my life?" He wants to show someone an accomplishment to justify life, but can't find an instance. He thought he had a dream, but now he's not sure.
Stood Up
Lonely heart. Passing glance. Sudden spark. Nervous smile. Stuttered speech. First attempt. Lucky break. Later date. Pouring rain. Waited hours. Still alone. Giving up. Walking home. Broken heart.
The Island
Everyday I search this deserted island in hopes that I find another person to share this lonely existence with, but all I end up with is the same endless solitude. Sometimes I have visions in my sleep of the one who will find me and free me f
Despair
In her eyes I thought I saw her heart cry out to me, not realizing that her eyes reflect just what they see. My churning mind is cast aside by my lonely heart, keeping me from love, of which I long to be a part.
Ruined
Every victory Written on parchment But the ink is blurred From the countless tears I've shed Every friend Standing by my side But their faces are hidden By the darkness within My mind
Torch In the Blizzard
Love hasn't found its way to her yet How can it? Her heart has locked itself away From the world A world it views Through the scars that won't heal The wounds that still bleed The tears she still cries... In a world so cold A heart worn on
The Witness
My bleeding heart never runs dry, but the more I try to patch the wound the worse it gets, and the harder it is to forget. Forget the terror in the eyes of those whose peers have denied them justice. Forget the tremble in the voice of those
sadness over disappointment
I'm sad because your not here but when your here your not there When we talk its like symantics Words come out but they fly away No memories No moments to share I thought you were the one but time has spoken its clear now maybe I sho
What Is Sorrow?
What is sorrow? It's waiting outside in the rain for someone who won't show. It's being unable to finally let go. What is sorrow? It's a life that remains untouched by the beauty of love. It's the lack of strength to rise above. What is s
Elusive Love
Lying in bed at the day's final hour, I am troubled by the solitude in which I once found comfort. The sense of security that I once felt has dissipated to reveal a desperation unlike any other. As I close my eyes, I await sweet slumber and the fre
HOG HAVEN
I LOVE FOOD THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO KILL ANIMALS TO ENJOY! TRY WAFFLES SMOTHERED IN BUTTER WITH PLENTY OF SYRUP AND STRAWBERRIES ON TOP!
Lonely Found A Place To Park
It's been a long day now What can I say now The night is here and it's dark And lonely found a place to park deep within my heart I had a nice masquerade for awhile I sat in the shade Thought I had it made then evening fell and put a spell Of
Lost Love
All she wanted was to feel loved Mother didn't want her Wouldn't give her up Nothing she could do was ever good enough No matter how hard she tried She was made to cry She always tried to please Only to be teased She began to act tough Onl
OH BLESSED ROOSTER
WATCH OUT EVERYONE FOR THERE ARE STILL SOME MANIACS IN THE WORLD
Cut Out Pain
The pain is in me The pain will not leave me The pain is all I feel in me Cut out my heart Cut out my emotions Cut out my pain Only in darkness do i find peace Only in darkness can I escape Only if this darkness could stay Cut out
When The World Falls In
When the world falls in, You can deny. When the world falls in, You can grasp at securities, The bricks and mortar, Of belief and self. The castle of safety, The certainness of breath. But when the world falls in, Pride vanishes, And a deep
MY DARLING DARLING
THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME! AFTER TALKING WITH MY FRIEND STEVE; I CAME UP WITH THIS! I HOPE THIS BRINGS HIM MANY GIRLFRIENDS FOR HE POSSESSES 3 OF THE MOST IMPORTANT GIFTS! HONESTY, SINCERITY, AND A GREAT SENSE OF HUMOUR!
Zombie !
Although this contains excerpts from my life, the theme of the poem is not about me. I wrote it to show respect to people who slip into deep depression and become totally disconnected from normal living.
Sleeplessness
She can't sleep at night She lays awake in bed Trying to slow things down in her head She tosses and turns kicking her bed She looks out of the window Sees shadows dancing around As her mind wanders She remembers the days she could s
K me
Not my poem but it's how i feel right now.
MY WORDS
MY HEART VOICE
The Feelings of Today
I feel sadness, sorrow, and tears in the depth of my soul today. The emptiness and loneliness of my feelings today makes me feel kind of hurt. Perhaps it is because I hurt someone who had feelings for me. I felt overwhelm by the sight of one wo
Hide
This was a moment where I had people try to "help me" when I was down one day. But sometimes help is never exactly what it seems... These are the words that never had a chance to dance on my tongue in an attempt to paint the picture of my dismay.
Under lock and key...
I woke up one morning and felt so grim. I'd ask myself why i would feeling this pain. This was the insight of the feelings from within... Perhaps this is a byproduct of my attempt to feel sane?
Mirror mirror
You know I love you . You know it's true xxxxooos
Lonely
Lonely doesn't sleep not even late in the night Lonely doesn't talk but keeps you awake with the sound of quiet Lonely is not my friend not my enemy It's just a reminder I need some company If lonely were a letter it would be addressed to me A
Kryptonite Of Time
I once had the potential to be superman When I was young when I was young Fast came the kryptonite of time and then I got stung I got stung My hair turned gray and fell away Tired and forgetful became everyday Once I was I but now I'm me To
Gone From Here
For those of you that are not here At this very special time of year You’re in our thoughts we hope you know And in our hearts with this we show All our love we send to you And know you feel the same way too Forever in our memories will be
Darkness Descending
Darkness descends This time has changed To walk beside the shadows As a voice like silk washes over me And he is free It says As I bow my head And in contemplation drift soulessly I am not without reservation I heard what was said He wi
Africa in one glance 1980
I worked in Zambia for 6 weeks. The only things I took back to the UK were the clothes I wore. Many people have helped but not enough. I came home knowing that the Colonial days were much better for the people. Today we see the wars that I saw in the eyes of a child's desperation. My guess is that the boy is dead. in 1980 men lived to an average age of 35.........He would be about 41 Wars rage all over Africa. I did little more than write a poem
On going to war, from a womans heart.
In the longevity of my years, I have witnessed the bemused tears of womanhood, who with love, conceived, nurtured in their wombs, endured the rigours of childbirth, then with unconcealed care and devotion guided them into adulthood, then our political war lords, conscripted their vibrant youth to the slaughterhouse of war, dare I ask, just how is it that womanhood has allowed this to happen?
Bars
Not been around for a while, I have been moving, not far but always far enough, nice to be back. xx