all hallows eve
I miss my Mom who died a year ago and I miss my husband who died 6 months ago. they are very close tonight.
TODAY IS THE DAY~~~~~~~~~~~~
Visitation and funeral of her grandma dearest this weekend and many family to share the sorrow as we all say our final good byes till God comes for us all and there is no promise on land so to reserve your peace and a place in the clouds of Heaven except Christ Today not to late.......................TO EXCEPT YOUR LORD......
Going to rest Grandma Dearest~~~~
Going to put Grandma to rest this weekend.....Keep me in prayer death Hurts....
She's Too Far
I love to eat with an oversized S P O O N. I close my eyes and pretend it's my mother feeding me NOODLE SOUP. What I would give to hold her, cook for her, tell her I love you once again... but hey... I know damn well we will MEET
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Had to continue this to fit it in here
~~ Dearest Grandma~~
Well I wrote this poem after visiting my grandma who is 91 yrs. old and has slipped into a coma like stage and is on hospist so it will just be a matter of time before the Lord takes my grandma....
Can You See?
do you see me? like me for who i am? no you dont, you dont know me, you think you do but you ruined your chance, now i look back with a last glance to see if you are still there, but your not, your gone forever, you dont care you never did. im a nobo
futureless world
this is a simple poem, where the author expresses anger towards the pain of his background... during this time, he himself faced hardship, because he had to make hard decisions
What I Know
will i ever know what awaits me, in the far off years to come, will i ever know what to fear, or is it all over and done, i have acted worse than i should, and will never pay the full price, but i have done better than most, but still in tr
My New Song
My mind is a simple line of obsession going around in circles and up and down like a sound wave My mind and body singing the same song, and stuck on repeat As I play the same part I have always played just in a different location a stranger audienc
Dinning In
Sick of eating on my own and being on my own.
a trail of death
you have to admit alot of killings going on in movies and tv shows now days.are we getting to the point we are conditioning our selves of becoming immune to death because there is so much of it being publicized. trying to think of a better titled when thought of i will change it.
Ghetto Drama
When will all the crazy violence end???
Belong
Id like to think that i belong amongst so many who are so strong but in my thoughts all i can see is just the fear i feel in me so here i am alone inside its just a dream from which i hide and who's to say its right or wrong to feel suc
rain
....and slowly the rain comes down. soft and steady cool upon the bareness of my heart.
Stained Soul
closed eyes sun shines bulging vaines migraine splatterss on a wall cats meow dog barking living in a stairwell creating spaces to much pain washing it down the drain turning red paint on the wall dripping in a river far below opening eyes
Battlefield
So longing turns to honest reflection The bright dawning of day For once upon a time two people met Not one honest with the other Ones fancy lead to the others disgrace He danced the dance a time or two Only to his own heart be true Not see
"A Broken Star"
fear of the unknown
Before I Lose My Eyesight
I have problems with my eyes, I see more and more poorly. I have just posted this poem to an international literary forum: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/irodalom/message/10103 It would be nice to find a friend who would be willing to help but I dount I will find one.
Against the bricks
Individuals faced with adversity even those we deemed the best, The ones behind the walls who are afraid to emotionally invest. Not because they can't but rather afraid to do something out of one's control, People of all kinds exist behind the wal
MISSING HIM
It hurts to lose a child so young or any age yes even if so many good memory it still hurts to lose a child. Rest in peace son...NATE
a life time
a life time of learning
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my friend shared this with me i though it was so deep i almost cried!
Mist Filled
Got inspired as I sat in class
What I used to be
Heartache
dying breed
have no comment but want too hear yours..
The Eyes of Arrogance
The eyes of arrogance look down upon you Way down To the ground In those eyes YOU are little In fact.. You may be nothing.. AT All! The eyes of arrogance see nothing in you.. See nothing about you.. See nothing but its own self glorifica
NOTHING
HIS TRUE INTENTIONS
trapped, letting go
was driving tonight heard a song on the radio and brought back memories that i had forever or thought i had locked away, because it does still pain me to think about.
PUPPET
IT ABOUT ONE SIDED LOVE, IM HURT, CONFUSED, YET I KNOW IM BEING A FOOL
Stolen Dreams
As They Call it on the TV show, Dexter: This is that feeling when you lay down, that is known as your dark passenger...
man's destruction coming to a planet near you
how can we expect to go to other planets if we can not treat our own planet with care. it is like you destroying or making a mess of your own home and going to your friends home and treating it in the same respect. look at the garbage the astronouts throw out the space shuttle into space and the garbage they have left on the moon and now mars. and who knows what other planets are next in line. for our own greed of satisfaction.
dreams
this pomes is one i wrote out when i was dealing with ym abuse issues as a child. im stronger now becuse of it and im great full for the life i have now
My Heart Screams...
This comes about from being extremely hurt by the games some men play with women's hearts and emotions...and I'm tired of it!
tears
my broken will
LOST MY WAY
i found god he brought me here when i lost my lady love
dump on christmas
my ex dump me on christmas day
a truckers emptiness
so many times driving by homes just thinking how these people really don't realize what they have a home and a family wife or husband to come home every night. just all the days of being on the road where truckers don't have any of that. some days it is sooo depressing not having this.
~ Emotions of life ~~~~
It is okay to have and feel the emotions of life ,only if you can keep your life stable and pitch out all of the rocks to move your life on with a new~~~~~
set free
the old reminiscing of the past of the former life they had in their youth before the last breath. when you die all of your sins die with you it is in death that we pay for our sins.
Alone...
Alone... Alone..another fall of blackness, another surge of echo resting me to sleep, another song of memories hidden in a shell and a scent of winter to touch me deep. Alone..whenin another stare out over the ocean another hope to crus
No Title
As I lay in bed You stuck in my head Cant stop thinking of you An all the things we use to do I smile I cry I sit here an lye I say im fine But some times I just wanna die Its so hard to believe That you really had to leave I think of you e