I sure know how to get myself into trouble hahaa
I highly suggest, when you get bored, stay out of the forums.
Today I learned, that when someone truly loves you, they stand beside you. They walk you through it. They have patients and understanding. They don't walk away. They support you. They want to reassure you from their heart. They don't judge you. They will get you to really see, just how much they truly love you.
I need to thank that person here on my blog, for being the only one in my life, that allowed me to finally let it all go. To make sure that I knew, I am truly loved, and not just by words. By actually listening, responding, confirming, spending hours on this and not giving up. You made sure that I totally understood and saw, what real love is, and what it will become, how it will get stronger.
There are skeptics, and I was one. I couldn't believe, there was too much damage. I couldn't trust the words. I kept saying, this isn't real, you aren't real. But their patients, their sincerity, their responses, their honesty, their time and devotion to me, has put me onto a completely different road now. I am regaining that trust, the barrier is deminishing, I don't need that suit of armor. I truly believe, I really do. Thank you for bringing me back to life again. And yes, this person will read this, and they will know who I am speaking of. I let my guard, my fears, down for you. I trust you, and I won't let you down, I promise.
Situations led myself into a non-dating, no relationship involvement, for over 16 years. During that time, I raised my children totally on my own. No help from anyone or any type of resourses but my own. It had its ups and downs, but I survived and with that, I became strong and independent. When I mention this, men are intrigued and are all over it stating that this is something they want in a woman. Yet, once they become to know me, and realize I speak the truth of who I am, they run. What the heck? What is it about men, that gets them excited and has them telling me that they have longed for such a woman, but then once realizing it is true, they get scared and run away? I admit, that I have many sides to my personality that is quite versitile. I am straight up, forward and honest, serious when the time calls for such, yet playful, with some sarcasm too. It seems that only those that give me the time to come to know me either really like me, and stick around for at least the friendship, or they run with their tails between their legs. I am seriously getting tired of this dating scene and am finding that seclusion would most likely be a better choice for me. Truthfully, that wouldn't be my preferred choice, yet on the other hand, I wouldn't have to deal with these men who seem threatened by my strong personality.
I also believe, that once I say something that is not of their approval, they seem to become defensive, get a bit angry with what I have said, and shut everything off. Many times, I have found myself replying to something they have said, in the same manner they have stated, and what they have said is okay, but when I say it, all he*l busts loose.
I am very frustrated with how so many look at women and want them to be who they want them to be, and not who the woman is. I will not change who I am, I will be happy to respect their wishes, be more aware of what they ask of me, and willing to compromise, but, I am who I am, just as much as they are who they are. They are always stating they want an honest upfront, independent woman in their lives, yet when they realize you are truly one of those woman, they can not handle it. Why?
So ready to call it quits.
He is one of my favorite comedians. He has something to say, he says it. Can you tell me who this is? Do you have a quote of his that you favor? If so, would love to hear it, could really use some laughter right now. If there are other comedians you would like to quote that would help me find my laughter, then do share
I had the right to remain silent... but I didn't have the ability.
The next time you have a thought... let it go.
I didn't get where I am today by worryin' about how I'd feel tomorrow.
You wanna get the truth out of me, get me hammered.
Other states are trying to abolish the death penalty... mine's putting in an express lane.
If you are real, can keep a conversation going, sincere, does not hide, nor hide secrets, are truly honest, I would love to hear from you. If you live in the state of Washington, even better. I am fairly new to this state and would enjoy the company of someone sincere. Are you the one?
Even if a relationship of love doesn't take place, friendship will happen, and that is acceptable.
Do you have the same outlook as I? What is your opinion of my blog?
Looking forward to hearing honesty.
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