this too was a poem I had written to my wife when we were together, I don't hold feelings other than friendship towards her now, but I thought I would set this poem up , it may awaken feelings and reactions from the cyber people out on CS. All comments are welcome, good or bad.
My darling, how my love for you has grown
A love so strong, a love unknown.
Every day that I go through, you’re always in my heart
I pray to god that we will never be apart.
You’re beautiful, amazing eyes
Like the diamonds in a midnight sky.
Even you’re soft and warming touch
Stops my world and can change so much.
You guide me out of misery
You care, you listen, and you set my soul free.
No words can make you see
What you truly mean to me
I know you’re the one, the very best
I love you more than all the rest.
All my words fail to capture you
All I want is to love you, and be loved by you.
Every look into my soul assures me this is real
Each time you kiss my lips, your love is what I feel.
Nothing in this world can compare to you
And nothing can make me feel that this love is not true.
I will catch you whenever you fall
I will be there whenever you call.
Hurt you …I would never
I just want to love you forever.
THE CLOSENESS IN YOUR EYES TONIGHT
MAKE THE DISTANCES I HAVE TRAVELLED SEEM SO FAR AWAY
LAYING
LINGERING
IN YOUR ARMS
I KNOW I HAVE FOUND THE PLACE
I WANT TO STAY
IN THE MORNING I LOOK AT YOU
I HEAR YOU SLEEP
I FEEL YOUR BREATH UPON MY CHEEK
I KNOW THAT I WANT YOU
AS BEFORE, BUT NOT JUST ONCE
BUT FOREVER MORE.
YOU TURN TO ME
OPENING YOUR EYES
YOUR MOUTH, SO TENDER
DRAWS TO A SMILE
AND IM HAPPY
I KNOW I HAVE FOUND THE PLACE
I WANT TO STAY
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be my find?
Could it be, after all this time,
Fate will be so kind?
Could you be the one to come
and mend my broken heart?
Are you willing to piece together
what another broke apart?
The job won’t be easy though, you see
My pain has been long and rough
And the heart that was once so soft
Is now shut, locked, and tough
I want to feel my heart open again
will it open up for you
Just come on in, and love me back
That's all you have to do
I must ask you one small thing
Before my love can start
will you be nice and kind to me
I'm tired of broken hearts
We stood in the doorway
My hands on your waist
The clock ticking loudly
Almost in haste
I moved in closer
Your eyes locked in mine
I longed for the kiss
That would stop all time
Your lips met mine
And I felt the sensation
No longer did I wait
I gave into temptation
Your knees went weak
As I held you tight
Went back to my place
And watched morning meet night
Time wouldn't stand still
The night stretched on
Looked out of the window
Our night was now dawn
But our night lasts forever
In our mind and our soul
We take with us always
Memories never to be told
It’s said if you love someone you have to set them free
I did, and she took with her an essential part of me
My hope and my heart was ripped apart
And maybe the chance of a great new start
Of a life full of love, joy and happiness
Now the future looks only full of pain and sadness
She said it means nothing
And nothing is how I feel
But rejection and dejection are certainly real
These emotions that hurt, cut like a knife
All this pain from a girl who would be a wife
Who should stand by me, love me, and want only me
She said it means nothing but now I can see
She choose him over staying with me.
She says it means nothing, her future is clear
Her life is with me through happiness and tears
But how can I believe when she aches for him yet
To run his hands over until she is wet
To push himself forward where each thrust is met
How can I believe when she aches for him yet
She says that she loves me, that her feelings are true
But can she love me and yet still want him too?
She says that in time these feelings will pass
Like words spoken onto a cold piece of glass
But will these feelings pass or will they remain
Rising like a flame when she sees him again
Casting my memory aside like a toy
To go off and play with her handsome big boy
Will my heart bleed, can I take the pain
When she rips it apart and hurts me again
Should I leave now while my heart is intact?
That thought has come up as a matter of fact
I stay cause I love this girl who hurts me so bad
Who plays with my mind till I surly go mad
She is part of me now, in my soul and my heart
Now I wait and I wonder when the pain will start
When the lies she will spin like a work of art
When she really must see her father again
Or say that her farmor is really in pain
She has to visit, she won’t be gone long
Over the weekend, she won’t do no wrong
To his flat and his bed she will lay down again
And open up all of my anguish and all of my pain
I hope that she wont, I hope she’ll stay true
That this obsession fades off into the blue
I can only but wait, to see if it happens or not
If she really does love me, or if it’s all just rot
I hope that she does feel the same love that I have
I pray that she loves me, I don’t like to feel sad
They say if you love someone then set them free
I wish I’d said no , please stay here with me.
this was a poem I wrote in 2002 , you can guess why it was written . Has anyone else put pen to paper to express their pain ? share it and let it go.
A simple word is so hard for us to say.
When we should be saying it every day.
Letting each other know how we feel.
I want you to know what I fear.
What if one day one of us slips away.
And it would be too late for me to tell you and say.
That I love you and the price (regret) I don't want to have to pay.
So I've come to the conclusion,
to not let another second pass me by.
And every time I get the chance I'll let you know that in my heart is where you lie.
And that I'll love you till the day I die
another ditty I scibed a few years back , comments appreciated, good or bad.
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