Just for me, my thoughts.
This year has been the most crazy, dramatic, weird, upside down year ever.I started a completely different job, from nursing for over 30 years to an IT company on the computer all day.
I went through a divorce that I had to sort out completely by myself.
Been "alone" for the first time in my life, discovering so much about what I actually like.
Found some amazing Men that I have loved, each for their own unique personalities.
I do believe in the saying "with you for a reason, a season or a lifetime", I have had parts of all these and been parts to others.
Until now I have always handed my whole self over and given all of me if I feel like this is the real thing, this is now changing and I am learning to have patience and wait, find out if it's real or something I want to be real.
If anyone wants to change me, I will now gently close the door and walk away, I like me again and "He" must do the same.
"He's" still out there but I now have a completely person/Woman to offer and deserve the same.
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As true as you might like to think you know yourself, strangers can introduce you to yourself, better ..
hope that makes some sense to you
Nice seeing you again Jewels, good to read you're doing well