Safe space.

In the past that seems so long ago I kind of found my way back to me in this crazy site.
I went through so much emotion and in the end I found without realising it that I needed to learn how to deal with Me, I realised that She had been buried so deeply inside my heart because I was needed as a Mother, wife, daughter, sister, friend etc.

Almost it seems a lifetime ago when CS helped me find Me again I didn't comprehend then how much so many faceless strangers could help me find my soul again.

So when life decided to knock me down a few steps, I came back to the place I felt safe enough to put out into the universe "Me"

From thinking my life was going to be this gentle growing old with someone special who I loved for the Man he is, but I discovered when I was told I am not enough, that I maybe was just there to help him find himself.. surely you would crumble into pieces if that was as real as I wanted it to be?
And yet I find I feel lighter and I can see the Woman who was quietly waiting for the next phase of this crazy ride we call life.

So here I am :
"Hello again"
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CS has changed a few lives, not always conventionally. One example didn't find her happy-ever-after but did find a new life, there are many others found the same, maybe just a case of the right people at the right time, even when they turn out to be the wrong people they served a purpose dunno confused comfort
We have to learn to navigate myriad of challenges in life from the day we are born, with learning being continuous throughout.

The tint in the rose glasses sure does fade and you see things for what they really are. wine
Yes I have found people are put into your path for a reason, it helps you grow and I hope it helps them just as much.

Thank you hug hug
So agree thumbs up but having the ability to see the real and still look for Roses is such a human thing to do and I hope I don't loose that.
Sending love and light.
Thank you ladies for gently walking into this space and just being you.teddybear
Hi Ladywave

The only person you can truly rely on is yourself.

Yes it's great when someone catches your eye and you think that life is changing and love is walking in .heart wings Sadly though relying on a website is often a recipe for disaster. How many people are totally honest about age, looks,work,family etc. Everyone is a faceless stranger until they meet and sometimes that can bring disappointment in so many unexpected ways.

We all deserve that special person and hopefully you can learn to trust again but until that time never take anything for granted and keep an open mind.hug
Thank you for your message, always appreciated, am lucky I found a few friends male and female here and that alone is worth coming back here teddybear bouquet
surely a great blog and nice to see you have the spirit of a warrior and it is the level of soul bearing made your story great and appreciated. we do not have control on many things and keep in mind love is a reaction. you be nice to me i be nice to you.

regardless who inflict pain on you...father, mother, a friend and the list is long...just do it ...move on and leave the morons on their own ....good luck
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