Ever feel like you want to tell someone you love them . . .
. . .but are afraid of the consequences of that, if/when they take it out of context?I've been talking to this guy for a few months. Even went out to Florida last month, to help care for him after having screws surgically removed from his ankle; which he was ordered to keep elevated for 2 to 3 weeks, Post-Op.
While staying in his apartment, it became very clear to me that he and I are not compatible enough. VERY very close. Soooo close, but
The weird thing is, I truly love and appreciate him. Like I feel so much for him in my heart, but the connection isn't strong enough to make anything. Plus there was zero tantra, so of course that made the whole thing dead in the water (apart from other SERIOUS concerns).
People often confuse "I Love You" with "I'm IN LOVE With You" <<<< this sh*t right here is not cool; drama follows swiftly with that kinda b.s.
It makes me sad, because the other day, I felt him so deeply in my heart and wanted so badly to tell him I love you. However, the backlash once this ends - because it WILL - is so not phukking worth me even saying it.
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May your patience reward you and G'luck with it too
I actually listened to it last night and it nicely help relax me and drift off to sleep, just as I hoped it would.
So cheers for that
Anyways, bed's calling so